Meditation guide

Meditation guide

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Whats the thinking behind doing it live (not criticising btw) is it cathartic or a great big fuck you sort of thing ?
I can't speak for the person you asked that of, but for that guy who was in the video it was done to punish all the people he felt didn't treat him right. To make them feel guilty and sorry for what they did to him.

In my opinion that's not the reason to do that, take your own life to make others feel bad about what they did to you. It's just wrong on so many levels.

To go out on such a vindictive note, not good.

To think that all those who did you wrong care if you do that just proves that you think they do care about you. It's not logical.

To take your own life because others didn't treat you right seems much too willing to throw away your life based on what other people did. Again, it's not logical, at least to me.
 
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I can't speak for the person you asked that of, but for that guy who was in the video it was done to punish all the people he felt didn't treat him right. To make them feel guilty and sorry for what they did to him.

In my opinion that's not the reason to do that, take your own life to make others feel bad about what they did to you. It's just wrong on so many levels.
Did he mention those were the reasons explicitly?
 
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Emily_Numb

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Did he mention those were the reasons explicitly?
Nah. But it's psychologically an action of anger. Someone of sound mind who was CTB for their own person relief of symptoms, wouldn't even contemplate live streaming it.
 
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Nah. But it's psychologically an action of anger. Someone of sound mind who was CTB for their own person relief of symptoms, wouldn't even contemplate live streaming it.
Fair enough.
Id imagine its pretty common for people to ctb out of anger or revenge.
Live streaming it is pretty powerful stuff as its recording the last moments of someones life.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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1444 did something similiar but dunno if he livestreamed.
 
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Smudgedlines

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If it was designed to be a massive fuck you then I'm sure it's worked. And I haven't watched it. Whoever was connected to him or it was aimed at (assuming it was) is going to have a lot to deal with. I've even had a warning from school to get the kids off social media as it's in tiktok and apparently starts off as an innocent video in some versions
 
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If it was designed to be a massive fuck you then I'm sure it's worked. And I haven't watched it. Whoever was connected to him or it was aimed at (assuming it was) is going to have a lot to deal with. I've even had a warning from school to get the kids off social media as it's in tiktok and apparently starts off as an innocent video in some versions
Sick sick bastards disguising it on tik tok. OP on here put a clear message about what it was and when in the video.
 
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From what I've read, he was desperately trying to reach out to his friends and family leading up to this but couldn't get through to anyone. Maybe he wanted them to hurt?

I feel so much empathy right now.
that'll be the news when CTB.
 
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Sick sick bastards disguising it on tik tok
The place is a pedos playground. How anyone can let their kids on it is beyond comprehension .
 
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The place is a pedos playground. How anyone can let their kids on it is beyond comprehension .
Correct. Mine aren't on it but everyone else I know is. Except me. Cos it looks shit basically.
 
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From what I've read, he was desperately trying to reach out to his friends and family leading up to this but couldn't get through to anyone. Maybe he wanted them to hurt?

I feel so much empathy right now.
that'll be the news when CTB.
You like to see people die? Its fucking sad. No matter what.
I try to see if people went in peace or they struggled.. so i can know how it'll ne for me
From what I've read, he was desperately trying to reach out to his friends and family leading up to this but couldn't get through to anyone. Maybe he wanted them to hurt?

I feel so much empathy right now.
that'll be the news when CTB.
You like to see people die? Its fucking sad. No matter what.
I try to see if people went in peace or they struggled.. so i can know how it'll ne for me
 
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The place is a pedos playground. How anyone can let their kids on it is beyond comprehension .
Ive not seen the video but imagine it woukd scar a kid possibly for life.
Its disturbed many on here alone.
 
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AlreadyGone

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Ive not seen the video but imagine it woukd scar a kid possibly for life.
Its disturbed many on here alone.

I wouldn't say for life but they would definitely be traumatized for a while.
 
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I wouldn't say for life but they would definitely be traumatized for a while.
I suppose it is the double edged sword that is the internet. Great in so many ways (this place for one) but dangerous in others.
It seemed like tik tok couldnt control it as there were multiple postings from different accounts and disguised to look like something innocent.
Since the internet took off ive sadly given into temptation and watched things that arent good for me out of human curiosity.
When i was a kid i simply wouldnt have been exposed to such things as they were not available as freely.
I suppose the answer comes down to really clued up, strong parenting, a bit like what Emily was saying about not letting her children on tik tok.
 
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I suppose it is the double edged sword that is the internet. Great in so many ways (this place for one) but dangerous in others.
It seemed like tik tok couldnt control it as there were multiple postings from different accounts and disguised to look like something innocent.
Since the internet took off ive sadly given into temptation and watched things that arent good for me out of human curiosity.
When i was a kid i simply wouldnt have been exposed to such things as they were not available as freely.
I suppose the answer comes down to really clued up, strong parenting, a bit like what Emily was saying about not letting her children on tik tok.

I've clicked on way too many videos before starting from the days the internet took off with Rotten dot com and various liveleak clips of decapitation and God knows what else. Even being in my late teens at the time the internet got going in 99-00, watching that sort of shit really messed me up for a while. I can't imagine some 9 year old seeing it in TikTok.
 
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cyberlordsumit

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Update on my views: After i saw the comment and saw the site a bit, My faith in humanity is gone. Again. It's nothing new though, But The Whole Huma race is like a Virus on this planet
 
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I made the very big mistake of watching the ken bigley beheading video. It was horrendous. That was years ago and it's still scarred me. I wish I had never watched it. That poor man. I can still recall it now in detail.
 
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McNoFace on that site commented it's fake?! WTH is wrong with him?! :hmph:
 
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I felt so sorry for that little dog. Couldn't he have given that dog to someone who would take good care of him first?
That looked very impulsive, he didn't even care to aim :( Poor little dog.
 
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Didn't watch the video because I can't handle that, but the comments make me lose faith in humanity. I don't know why I always scroll down.
Some ppl are simply evil. The comments in bestgore are also the same.
 
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Is that definitely real?
 
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and the question is' why people write things like that'
 
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I feel the same. I wish there were some things I hadn't seen. Most involve disgusting human behavior. It's turned me sour on humanity.
And if your anything like me its difficult to reverse?
Two things stood out for me, firstly when i saw the WTC hit by a plane. The gap between reality and fiction narrowed and the two became very blurred. Id only seen that sort of thing in films and my mind couldnt grasp it as real and i became numb to it.
Then there was the terrorists beheading people. I never watched them but knew that there was no going back after that, in regards to what people can watch on the internet.
 
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Very gruesome clip! Death was instantaneous. Unclear to his motive.
 
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Wow! Double whammy at the same time. I can certainly empathize with his situation. I must admit that he was pretty calm about the whole thing, no hesitation whatsoever. Talk about determination and follow-through! It is sad to see his dog wandering in the aftermath.
 
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I would of expected more blood!! then you can hear a really loud noise of i assume blood dripping. but their is none dripping from the wound.

Im not a crime scene expert though, just what i observed!!
 
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Perhaps, the video was time-lapsed due to some editing done at the source. I would say that the entire scene looked very authentic! The appearance of law enforcement proves that it was real. Admittedly, I did find the police to be too quick to the scene.
 
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Perhaps, the video was time-lapsed due to some editing done at the source. I would say that the entire scene looked very authentic! The appearance of law enforcement proves that it was real. Admittedly, I did find the police to be too quick to the scene.

The cop didnt look like he was too bothered about what he came across!! I mean we all react different i suppose! it was like they were edited into the background?

I don't want to say its fake if it wasn't out of respect. just some things i noticed on it though!!
 
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Very true! There was another Cop, I believe, and he was wearing slippers which I though was very odd.
 
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