Mm80

Mm80

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Joking aside many more females go undiagnosed with high functioning autism due to social roles and expectations. For instance, if a female has problems socially, it can be explained as shyness or her being a lady, and in many cultures actually be seen as a good quality.
Joking aside many more females go undiagnosed with high functioning autism due to social roles and expectations. For instance, if a female has problems socially, it can be explained as shyness or her being a lady, and in many cultures actually be seen as a good quality.
Btw Croatia has the richest collection of remains of Neanderthal people in the world..
If i ctb i might do it there just to add to the collection
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

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Joking aside many more females go undiagnosed with high functioning autism due to social roles and expectations. For instance, if a female has problems socially, it can be explained as shyness or her being a lady, and in many cultures actually be seen as a good quality.

True.

Btw Croatia has the richest collection of remains of Neanderthal people in the world..
If i ctb i might do it there just to add to the collection

LOL, sure, I have some extra SN so we could make a pact and do it at the place where the biggest Neanderthal settlement was discovered.
 
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Mm80

Mm80

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True.



LOL, sure, I have some extra SN so we could make a pact and do it at the place where the biggest Neanderthal settlement was discovered.
Lol i never understood it. Whenever i turned up in croatia, the locals would approach me and say welcome home comrad. Now it all makes sense.
 
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Lol i never understood it. Whenever i turned up in croatia, the locals would approach me and say welcome home comrad. Now it all makes sense.

It would only make sense to die in your ancient homeland. :smiling: :smiling:
 
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Lastsauce

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There was a video a few(?) years ago that came out of a teen girl who was bullied at school and abused at home(?) I believe who hung herself on livestream in her yard from a tree as the sun was going down.
She was Katelyn Nicole Davis. Made me angry to read all she had to endure. Her parents also made her take care of her little brother full time.
 
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Couldnt watch it.
Rip, the guy must have been in an awful headspace.
Yeah. I won't watch it. My brother used a pistol and snub nosed bullets. Highly effective.
 
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Mm80

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Yeah. I won't watch it. My brother used a pistol and snub nosed bullets. Highly effective.
Im sorry to hear that poof, hope he is at peace.
 
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Im sorry to hear that poof, hope he is at peace.
It is okay Mm. Hard on the family, but death always is. I hope that he just stopped being.
 
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Xocoyotziin

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i don't have any comments to make on the video, but the comments on the video are absolutely abhorrent.
It felt like they were all there for a completely different reason than I was. It was honestly alienating and I was taken aback by it.
 
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The video? I wouldn't say it's a perfect use case, and the things he does right are pretty hard to do wrong, to be honest. I wouldn't say it's very educational.
For those considering this method it at least lets them know if they can use it. I will not watch the vid., but I strongly suspect that some who have viewed it will choose a different method, or suddenly realize what they are thinking of doing is ending their lives and will choose recovery instead. A lot of shock value there.
 
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Meditation guide

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did not know how. They were really let down by the NHS. I have read Callie's tumblr, she seemed like a very nice girl. Autism is hard to live with.
What method did Callie use to ctb? I don't remember seeing it in the article.

I strongly suspect that some who have viewed it will choose a different method, or suddenly realize what they are thinking of doing is ending their lives and will choose recovery instead. A lot of shock value there.

It's probably way more horrible for us seeing it than it was for him.
 
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I've read the posts in this thread and I'd like to once again reiterate that this is a very reliable method and yes, it is very violent and messy as well. Personally, I'm still going with the firearms method and no, I don't plan to broadcast it like the guy in the graphic video, since I am not wishing to risk intervention and also, since my manifesto, goodbye post (when my time comes), and my open letter (for this community; to show my gratitude as well as covering us) should be sufficient. I've noticed that people are rather shocked when they see the video, hence I have spoiler tags on it as well as a warning before they click on it.


What method did Callie use to ctb? I don't remember seeing it in the article.



It's probably way more horrible for us seeing it than it was for him.
Callie used the CO method (charcoal) with a tent in a remote area.
 
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FusRohDracarys

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I'm glad he found his peace.

I'm honestly kind of surprised I'm the only person (that I noticed while skimming comments) in this thread who was unphased by the gore. I'm not jerking off to it, but it's NBD to me. I respect that he took charge of his death and kind of wish I could be as unhesitating as he was. Live streaming it was whatever. Maybe a means of making sure someone arrived to take care of his dog. Maybe a fuck you to his associates. Whatever the case, it was on his terms.

Seems a solid method though. If getting my hands on a gun was feasible, I'd probably choose this. I like the depersonalization aspect of it. Face is gone. With hanging, I think it's more gruesome since your body still looks like you. That being said, hanging is probably my choice.

Anyway, I found it reassuring to see what it was like.
 
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Dreamless Sleep

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I cant watch the video... but that comment section should be reason enough for anyone not to livestream their death. Gross people.
 
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illbehave

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I kind of consider doing my demise on a stream, if I have a sure-fire method. I want to make an impact.
I just don't understand that. I feel like it is a private thing. Obviously I come from a different space on that. Not judging but curios... I might make a thread, Why do some people want their death livestreamed?
 
nitroautnz

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I just don't understand that. I feel like it is a private thing. Obviously I come from a different space on that. Not judging but curios... I might make a thread, Why do some people want their death livestreamed?
The same reason people post when they about to ctb, its less lonely and you now you leave with people thinking about you, you not completely alone.
Its just a different approach even if i understand your point, i wouldnt livestream either, you dont know who can be affected by that.
 
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The same reason people post when they about to ctb, its less lonely and you now you leave with people thinking about you, you not completely alone.
Its just a different approach even if i understand your point, i wouldnt livestream either, you dont know who can be affected by that.
Hmmm. That is interesting... I posted a thread on this. :) Please reply there. (is it because you don't want to die alone?) or a big FUCK YOU or Attention? Interesting.
 
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I wonder what he tried to achieve by livestreaming it...
Maybe he wanted the world to see what they've done to him.
 
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Kat!

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I'm replying to this thread again I think, very late. This is the third one I've seen and they end up disturbing me more than the last.
It does provide quite some insight but at a cost.
I have listened to the video very closely, there's a much longer version available that I've seen, nearly from start to end.
Right before he places the gun under his chin, he takes a deep breath, and after his head pretty much disassembles itself you can hear him sigh as his body relaxes.. freaky.
I always was worried that moaning or moving past-death was a sign of life but in reality it's just the muscles relaxing. I unfortunately witnessed another one not too long ago, he aimed above his right eye at a downward angle, and the top half of his head disappeared in two frames. After someone found his body a 911 operator asked if he was breathing, to which the person replied "no, no he's not, he's dead, he's not moving or anything."
This was between 30 second and 2 minutes from the trigger being pulled. So for anyone wondering, the brain stem isn't always the goal, the top half of the brain is where all of the important things are, like the general conscious. This really put me at ease.
 
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