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Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
245
So...

I'm planning ctb with SN and the necessary medications, which are: metoclopramide, propranolol and cimetidine. I'm not going to use ondansterone (vonau) because I'm on antidepressants.

Now I'm going to buy all three drugs and next week I'm going to buy SN with at least 98.5% purity(I already have a supplier).

Last time I tried it, panicked and failed (there's a thread about it). This time will be different.

I'll be doing this thread and updating it.

On the "big day" I'll tell you here everything I'm feeling, etc. I'll talk to you here, answer questions (if I have any) etc.

That's it. I hope I have the courage on the day and don't panic again. But I feel it will be different this time.

I wish you all the best!
 
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sugarh1gh

sugarh1gh

Death is new departure and beggining of a journey.
May 27, 2024
325
I wish you the courage and pleasant journey.
Good luck with the preparation!
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
241
Wishing you good luck and peace with your plans 💜
 
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YosemiteGrrl

When will courage be mine
Dec 17, 2023
217
So...

I'm planning ctb with SN and the necessary medications, which are: metoclopramide, propranolol and cimetidine. I'm not going to use ondansterone (vonau) because I'm on antidepressants.

Now I'm going to buy all three drugs and next week I'm going to buy SN with at least 98.5% purity(I already have a supplier).

Last time I tried it, panicked and failed (there's a thread about it). This time will be different.

I'll be doing this thread and updating it.

On the "big day" I'll tell you here everything I'm feeling, etc. I'll talk to you here, answer questions (if I have any) etc.

That's it. I hope I have the courage on the day and don't panic again. But I feel it will be different this time.

I wish you all the best!
Thank you so much for sharing your step by step journey with us. Greatly appreciated 🙏
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
Best to you, friend. I hope things go as you desire and you reach the peace you've been longing for.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,145
I wish you the best in your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
Goodluck friend.
 
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lost_ange1

lost_ange1

An angel who wants to go home..
May 29, 2024
156
Good luck with your plan. May you find your peace!
 
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Onelegman

Onelegman

I use a translator
May 24, 2024
552
Good luck mate. I look forward to your thread when you have what it takes, I also want to use SN and if I get it, I will also leave my own thread to help future people.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,356
Good luck with your plan! I hope you find peace!
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
I wish you the best too. I hope all goes to your liking ❤️
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Rest in peace
 
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Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
245
Hello everyone. I'm still alive. I managed to buy SN with 98% purity. It should arrive today or tomorrow. Then I just have to buy two medicines and that's it, I have everything I need. I'm not going to do it straight away, I'm going to wait a while and think about it, but I bought it just in case. If I'm really going to do it, I'll tell ereryone about it here first.
 
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