Venting So painfully close

[DelicateLupus]

Planning on actually CTB on sunday, two days from now. It's the day that just makes the most sense, but it's also unbearable. I have to go to two more shifts at my interminable job, and no one there even knows. It's like having to play a game of uncle where if you lose you get sent to a hospital. I'm just trying to remember: I have the SN, I have the Meto, once my scale and measuring cup arrive tomorrow I'll be all in the clear to do the deed on my day off the next day. God, just let me go. I don't care about any of this anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, I hope you find freedom from suffering.

 

[SuicidalCheese]

Planning on actually CTB on sunday, two days from now. It's the day that just makes the most sense, but it's also unbearable. I have to go to two more shifts at my interminable job, and no one there even knows. It's like having to play a game of uncle where if you lose you get sent to a hospital. I'm just trying to remember: I have the SN, I have the Meto, once my scale and measuring cup arrive tomorrow I'll be all in the clear to do the deed on my day off the next day. God, just let me go. I don't care about any of this anymore.

Best of luck to you, I hope Death comes swiftly and softly.