That one weird girl
A sad sad clown.
- Jun 2, 2023
- 41
I hate existing. I hate having a job. I genuinely thought everything we're gonna get better once I got a job but it hasn't. I'm sad all the time. All I can think about would be the sweet release of death but I'm still to scared to go through with it. Maybe its some part of me holding on cuz I do care about my boyfriend and my cats but everything is just so unbearable. I cant get through the day without the comfort of knowing there's weed when I come home but I just ran out and I don't have money for more so now I have to live with my thoughts sober. I want to harm myself so I don't have to go to work tomorrow. I'm basically already at the brink of getting fired cuz I'm so absent. I just can't do it anymore. I hate myself, I hate my life, I hate existing. I can't do it
