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Sleep well, Airstrip One.
- Sep 24, 2023
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Good luck and safe travels.
I shall raise a glass.
I shall raise a glass.
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You have every reason to treat yourself today. All the best with whatever you decide.Small update. Started taking the meds but muffins are right beside me and I'm fighting the sever urge to eat one.
Are they banana nut? :DSmall update. Started taking the meds but muffins are right beside me and I'm fighting the sever urge to eat one.
Can't blame you! What kind of muffins are they? There's no shame in delaying your plans, if only to enjoy something sweet first. We're not here to judge :)Small update. Started taking the meds but muffins are right beside me and I'm fighting the sever urge to eat one.
Here's the muffins in question. We got them as a free sample earlier in Walmart. Don't want to risk messing up the SN so I'll stick to the fast.
Feel free to eat them for me if I go they taste and smell delicious. Also I'd love banana nut muffins too.
I'm okay with failing I just deeply don't want to. There's easy methods that have higher success rate but this was what called to me.I only recognize you from a couple of posts I've seen before, but it is truly saddening to see you go. I wish you absolute peace. I would have totally eaten those muffins if I was you, haha! Regardless, you are very brave. You've stuck it out for so long. Do not feel resentment towards yourself if you fail; it may not be your time yet. Regardless, your life will come to an end eventually. I wish that you are peaceful regardless, and I wish you nothing but the best wherever you go.
Small update. Started taking the meds but muffins are right beside me and I'm fighting the sever urge to eat one.
We got them today and don't have the hotel for long otherwise I would've. Can't beat free samples though.Probably a bit late now but you could've delayed ctb by 24 hours and had a muffin. Muffins are one of life's joys!
It's finally the day. (I hope) After months of adventures across the US I can say I'm properly ready to go. I feel at peace with everything possible.
This place has been a great place for me as I can talk about whatever I want whether good or bad without judgement so thank everyone for that.
I'm doing SN and will drink it within a few hours most likely. Let's hope everything goes well and I can hold it in for long enough.
I will be keeping everyone updated as the time goes on and when I drink the SN.
Here's my playlist I'll be listening to as I go (might add more songs throughout the day too)
If my family or anyone I know reads this somehow then I just want them to know that it was planned out very thoroughly. Years of quiet mental suffering just finally took its toll on me and I'm ready to move on from life. It has its beauty but the struggle of day to day life just outweighs the good so I decided to leave on my own terms instead of how I was living.
Lastly thank you to everyone on this forum again.
Good night, friend, and good luckTime for the drink. Wish me luck.
Very good luck! See you soon on the other side.Time for the drink. Wish me luck.
Look around the forum. Others will helpI like your play list. What is SN? Im new here.
Do you think it's possible to chug the SN? Or would that cause more nausea?Salty but bearable so far.
I chugged it. Feeling nauseous.Do you think it's possible to chug the SN? Or would that cause more nausea?
I wish you the best of luck, and I hope you're able to find the peace you desire.
I have faith :) I hope the road isn't too bumpy.I chugged it. Feeling nauseous.