Goodbye

[SVEN]

Every good wish for a peacefull end to your final, greatest journey. Thank you for your online company thus far, go in peace, rest well.

 

[Kurai]

goodbye hope you find peace

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Small update. Started taking the meds but muffins are right beside me and I'm fighting the sever urge to eat one.

 

[losing hope]

Small update. Started taking the meds but muffins are right beside me and I'm fighting the sever urge to eat one.

You have every reason to treat yourself today. All the best with whatever you decide.

 

[MrsNobody]

Small update. Started taking the meds but muffins are right beside me and I'm fighting the sever urge to eat one.

Are they banana nut? :D
(on a serious note, I wish you peace and a peaceful transition.)

 

[restless.dreams]

Small update. Started taking the meds but muffins are right beside me and I'm fighting the sever urge to eat one.

Can't blame you! What kind of muffins are they? There's no shame in delaying your plans, if only to enjoy something sweet first. We're not here to judge :)

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Here's the muffins in question. We got them as a free sample earlier in Walmart. Don't want to risk messing up the SN so I'll stick to the fast.

Feel free to eat them for me if I go they taste and smell delicious. Also I'd love banana nut muffins too.

 

[nightlygem]

I only recognize you from a couple of posts I've seen before, but it is truly saddening to see you go. I wish you absolute peace. I would have totally eaten those muffins if I was you, haha! Regardless, you are very brave. You've stuck it out for so long. Do not feel resentment towards yourself if you fail; it may not be your time yet. Regardless, your life will come to an end eventually. I wish that you are peaceful regardless, and I wish you nothing but the best wherever you go.

 

[vak]

Maybe they should replace the useless suicide hotlines with emergency muffin dispensers Sending strength to resist their temptation!

 

[MrsNobody]

Here's the muffins in question. We got them as a free sample earlier in Walmart. Don't want to risk messing up the SN so I'll stick to the fast.

Feel free to eat them for me if I go they taste and smell delicious. Also I'd love banana nut muffins too.

These do look tasty... You have some amazing willpower.

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

I only recognize you from a couple of posts I've seen before, but it is truly saddening to see you go. I wish you absolute peace. I would have totally eaten those muffins if I was you, haha! Regardless, you are very brave. You've stuck it out for so long. Do not feel resentment towards yourself if you fail; it may not be your time yet. Regardless, your life will come to an end eventually. I wish that you are peaceful regardless, and I wish you nothing but the best wherever you go.

I'm okay with failing I just deeply don't want to. There's easy methods that have higher success rate but this was what called to me.

Thank you for the kind words
30 mins till the drink of SN

 

[Arachno]

I hope everything works out for you and that you will finally find peace. Goodbye. <3

 

[Juli]

I'll miss seeing you around

 

[Old Friend]

Small update. Started taking the meds but muffins are right beside me and I'm fighting the sever urge to eat one.

Probably a bit late now but you could've delayed ctb by 24 hours and had a muffin. Muffins are one of life's joys!

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Probably a bit late now but you could've delayed ctb by 24 hours and had a muffin. Muffins are one of life's joys!

We got them today and don't have the hotel for long otherwise I would've. Can't beat free samples though.

 

[Old Friend]

Ah, that's unfortunate.

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Time for the drink. Wish me luck.

 

[Already_dead_inside]

It's finally the day. (I hope) After months of adventures across the US I can say I'm properly ready to go. I feel at peace with everything possible.

This place has been a great place for me as I can talk about whatever I want whether good or bad without judgement so thank everyone for that.

I'm doing SN and will drink it within a few hours most likely. Let's hope everything goes well and I can hold it in for long enough.
I will be keeping everyone updated as the time goes on and when I drink the SN.

Here's my playlist I'll be listening to as I go (might add more songs throughout the day too)


If my family or anyone I know reads this somehow then I just want them to know that it was planned out very thoroughly. Years of quiet mental suffering just finally took its toll on me and I'm ready to move on from life. It has its beauty but the struggle of day to day life just outweighs the good so I decided to leave on my own terms instead of how I was living.

Lastly thank you to everyone on this forum again.

I like your play list. What is SN? Im new here.

 

[Old Friend]

Very best of luck.

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Salty but bearable so far.

 

[FundamentalAspect]

Time for the drink. Wish me luck.

Good night, friend, and good luck

 

[LifeIsCrazyNemb]

Time for the drink. Wish me luck.

Very good luck! See you soon on the other side.

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

I like your play list. What is SN? Im new here.

Look around the forum. Others will help

 

[Tears in Rain]

Time for the drink. Wish me luck.

Best of luck!

 

[DarkThoughts]

Salty but bearable so far.

Do you think it's possible to chug the SN? Or would that cause more nausea?

I wish you the best of luck, and I hope you're able to find the peace you desire.

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Do you think it's possible to chug the SN? Or would that cause more nausea?

I wish you the best of luck, and I hope you're able to find the peace you desire.

I chugged it. Feeling nauseous.

 

[Old Friend]

May flights of angels sing thee to thy rest.

 

[DarkThoughts]

I chugged it. Feeling nauseous.

I have faith :) I hope the road isn't too bumpy.

 

[cryone]

hope you get there safely! we haven't rly interacted but i've seen your posts frequently and theyre always v intelligent n sweet

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Holding it in so far. Do you think I'm hopefully safe? Tingling feeling all over. Almost vomited but held it in.