Discussion What would you like to do before you leave this world behind?

[yui.]

Funnily enough, I just started taking art lessons. I always wanted to enjoy my final moments on Earth before I leave for good, but nothing has been working for me in terms of enjoyment. I just want to feel the happiness that I lost a long, long time ago one last time. Hopefully, I'll be able to find a little bit of joy in drawing for myself, but I'm very doubtful. If there truly isn't any happiness left for me to feel, then ig it's just that. I'll have to suffer my last days in agony and misery just like any other day of this horrendous life.

 

[YourLocalEdgelord]

Nothing. Just let me go already, cruel fate.

 

[100memoryleaks]

i just wanna listen to some music and play some videogames on my last day. i'll never know the ending/all endings of the games i've started recently, but it's all right...

and on a larger scale... i wish i could tell everyone who also has a personality disorder like me to go get treatment for it, to keep trying to improve, before it's too late and your future is already gone because of your own mistakes.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just don't, all I want is to cease existing in peace and never suffer again, existing is just so torturous and futile to me, I'll always see existence as a mistake that just causes all this dreadful suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and for me only ceasing to exist could ever be positive, existing to me will always be so deeply undesirable and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all.

 

[xXiloveyouXx]

Drink a coffee, look at the ocean, feel the breeze on my skin

 

[0x64]

Even though I'm moving out soon i'd like to do something that would make my parents proud of me somehow.

 

[valar_morghulis21]

Do all the mundane things. Shopping at an organic and overpriced grocery. Cooking a good dish for myself. Have a glass of red wine and craft beer. Going for a walk. Reading, watching tv, and listening to music. Smoking a Marlboro. Calling my mom and try to say "I love you" to her in my native language for the first time without crying. May ask a friendly acquaintance to grab coffee one last time, but the good chance is they aren't up to it. And most importantly, trying to not be suspicious and get my plan ruined. Sometimes I'm scared certain people can see through how rotten am I inside.

 

[fluorescentpearl]

I've never had a tattoo, it would be nice to get one done, experience some stuff I haven't, maybe have a calm-ish relationship, it would be nice to get proposed to properly some day but idk if I believe in marriage fully, maybe have a day where I don't feel like the most unloveable horrid thing to ever walk this earth

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I would never want to consciously do anything I this evil world an life . except exit it and the things that help me to exit escape

 

[meowpuppy]

wear a dress, or anything feminine, and have a girl love me while i'm wearing that dress.. that's it, i've given up on basically everything else.

 

[deadofdespair]

Find love or meet Ronaldo

 

[xXiloveyouXx]

Find love or meet Ronaldo

who is ronaldo lol

 

[urgent]

Be killed quickly and end the unbearable suffering

 

[delinquentsandwich]

just spend time with someone comfortably again
maybe also play some piano

 

[MrMegalomaniac]

I don't have a bucket list or something grand, I just want it to end, all the thoughts to stop.
The only thing I'll try to control in my final moments is my sensations, try to feel the air as I breathe, the touch of my fingers on my skin...
I'll put on a playlist of songs, and I'll (try to peacefully) leave.

 

[Gild-Holm-’Ur]

Ronaldo is probably the Brasilian or Portuguese soccer [Football] player.

 

[yidhraluvr]

Paint, it's what I find most comforting and it's a way for me to leave proof that I ever existed since I've just isolated myself my whole life.

 

[Off_Switch]

Nothing. Except for revenge if I had the chance.

 

[M Berry M]

Get married or just feel truly loved

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

I want to have fun with my friends on my last day here. Just all play some video game together like we did. It'd be nice. I wouldn't want them to know, though. Then just die peacefully. Nitrite, SWB or Shotgun. Probably listening to some Linkin Park song but more likely I'll pull the trigger right after "Wet Sand" by Red Hot Chili Peppers finishes. Love and peace, mate.

 

[+lostdog+]

honestly, all id like is a hug and to be told its ok. that's literally all i want before i go.

 

[limenlux]

A bit trivial perhaps, but as a long-time enthusiast of tabletop roleplaying games, I had hoped to GM one last campaign. This is no longer feasible for many reasons.

 

[kkkctb]

Funnily enough, I just started taking art lessons. I always wanted to enjoy my final moments on Earth before I leave for good, but nothing has been working for me in terms of enjoyment. I just want to feel the happiness that I lost a long, long time ago one last time. Hopefully, I'll be able to find a little bit of joy in drawing for myself, but I'm very doubtful. If there truly isn't any happiness left for me to feel, then ig it's just that. I'll have to suffer my last days in agony and misery just like any other day of this horrendous life.

Kill all my enemies

 

[StupidGirl001]

honestly, all id like is a hug and to be told its ok. that's literally all i want before i go.

Exactly, me too.
It's among my greatest desires but it's highly irrealistical (in my case)