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yui.

yui.

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Jul 29, 2026
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Funnily enough, I just started taking art lessons. I always wanted to enjoy my final moments on Earth before I leave for good, but nothing has been working for me in terms of enjoyment. I just want to feel the happiness that I lost a long, long time ago one last time. Hopefully, I'll be able to find a little bit of joy in drawing for myself, but I'm very doubtful. If there truly isn't any happiness left for me to feel, then ig it's just that. I'll have to suffer my last days in agony and misery just like any other day of this horrendous life.
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
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Nothing. Just let me go already, cruel fate.
 
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100memoryleaks

100memoryleaks

I'm sorry sweetie, I miss you
Jul 6, 2026
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i just wanna listen to some music and play some videogames on my last day. i'll never know the ending/all endings of the games i've started recently, but it's all right...

and on a larger scale... i wish i could tell everyone who also has a personality disorder like me to go get treatment for it, to keep trying to improve, before it's too late and your future is already gone because of your own mistakes.
 
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