yui.
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- Jul 29, 2026
- 39
Funnily enough, I just started taking art lessons. I always wanted to enjoy my final moments on Earth before I leave for good, but nothing has been working for me in terms of enjoyment. I just want to feel the happiness that I lost a long, long time ago one last time. Hopefully, I'll be able to find a little bit of joy in drawing for myself, but I'm very doubtful. If there truly isn't any happiness left for me to feel, then ig it's just that. I'll have to suffer my last days in agony and misery just like any other day of this horrendous life.