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luisamanequim

luisamanequim

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Nov 8, 2023
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im trying tonight, roughly at 1 am brasilia time when everyone's asleep

the question marks are bc it probably won't work but I got nothing else, my SI is fucked rn so it's now or never and I don't mind getting fucked up

no suicide letters for the """friends"""" and family cause I already said what I needed when I attempted before.

yeah that's about it
 
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Adûnâi

Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
1,242
I hope you do what you want to do, and get what you want to get, best wishes!
 
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throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
i wish you find the peace you search for. you are welcomed with open arms if you don't go thru w it <3
 
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cosmic_traveler

cosmic_traveler

Eternal Spirit Experiencing a Human Moment
Dec 23, 2023
310
We wish you peace. Be well on your journey.
 
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luisamanequim

luisamanequim

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Nov 8, 2023
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bout to do it!!! just took (hopefully) my last shower (ocd things)
 
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Nori

Nori

Nori
Dec 23, 2023
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There is no shame in if your SI kicks in and you come for support afterwards. Best of luck no matter what.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Wish you the best. I hope you find your peace ❤️
 
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luisamanequim

luisamanequim

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Nov 8, 2023
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There is no shame in if your SI kicks in and you come for support afterwards. Best of luck no matter what.
thank you so so so much!!! most people don't get that
 
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absolutelyyou

absolutelyyou

peaceful
Jul 26, 2023
168
We're here for you no matter what happens, friend. May you fine peace 🫂
 
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luisamanequim

luisamanequim

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Nov 8, 2023
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im trying tonight, roughly at 1 am brasilia time when everyone's asleep

the question marks are bc it probably won't work but I got nothing else, my SI is fucked rn so it's now or never and I don't mind getting fucked up

no suicide letters for the """friends"""" and family cause I already said what I needed when I attempted before.

yeah that's about it
I'm halfway there's but my stupid body is physically stopping me from continuing omg I'm so pissed and sick
im trying tonight, roughly at 1 am brasilia time when everyone's asleep

the question marks are bc it probably won't work but I got nothing else, my SI is fucked rn so it's now or never and I don't mind getting fucked up

no suicide letters for the """friends"""" and family cause I already said what I needed when I attempted before.

yeah that's about it
AYONIDC IF THIS DOESN'T WORKZ I'M HIGH AF I'M HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE RN
im trying tonight, roughly at 1 am brasilia time when everyone's asleep

the question marks are bc it probably won't work but I got nothing else, my SI is fucked rn so it's now or never and I don't mind getting fucked up

no suicide letters for the """friends"""" and family cause I already said what I needed when I attempted before.

yeah that's about it
AYONIDC IF THIS DOESN'T WORKZ I'M HIGH AF I'M HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE RN
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I certainly hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die, we really shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave this existence. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
11,234
I don't know if you are still around but I wish you peace on your way.♥️🤗♥️🤗♥️
 
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