🤍goodbye🤍

[joydivision47]

I wish you luck on your journey, Rest in Peace.

 

[absolutelyyou]

Holding space for you and hoping you are having the clarity and ease you deserve. We are here for you

 

[Pipsqueak!]

For some reason out of all the goodbye posts I see every now and then this one moved me the most. Probably because I've seen you around many times. Part of me doesn't want to see anyone leave, but obviously that isn't my choice to make. I'm sorry for what you've gone through, and I'll miss you.

 

[Unknown21]

Farewell 🕊

It is because it is painful.

But there's painkiller in the protocol for relieving SN pain!

If that true it would be a major issue for me bc i can't get any benzos.

 

[IWishToDie]

Damn, not sure with the time difference if you will see this or not.
This is my first day on SaSu and I saw your username a few times scrolling through the forum. I don't know you, but I am considering SN also. I really hope this is the right decision for you, and that it goes smoothly. Kinda jealous. Will have you on my mind tonight. Sleep well, to infinity and beyond.

 

[Catch-22]

I hope you find peace on the other side.. maybe a peace you've never known.

 

[Yaffle]

So used used to seeing @hi-okbye popping up in threads, always constructive and kindly.

SaSu has lost a good friend.

 

[thedevilwithin]

hope you are at peace

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you've found peace!

 

[boddibo]

That hurts despite the fact I've never been able to talk with you, you seemed to be a beautiful soul. I hope you've found peace.

 

[Dolphin55]

Godspeed

 

[tidal1]

This is devastating. I can only imagine how much pain OP was in. I hope they're at peace.

 

[absolutelyyou]

I wonder if she went through with it. She said she'd come to say goodbye. I hope she's at peace or shes had a change of heart and is ok. I just hope she's not going through a trauma like she did with her prior attempt. Wherever you are right now, Lra- you've been at the very front of my heart and mind.

 

[glossble]

I've seen some of your posts/replies, you seem like a really sweet person. Thank you for your kindness I hope you find peace and happiness, see you on the other side friend

 

[alwayssearching202]

I wonder if she went through with it. She said she'd come to say goodbye. I hope she's at peace or shes had a change of heart and is ok. I just hope she's not going through a trauma like she did with her prior attempt. Wherever you are right now, Lra- you've been at the very front of my heart and mind.

I share your curiosity. Although I haven't had the opportunity to engage with the OP personally, it's evident that she made a significant impression on many people. Her artistic skills are also remarkable; her artwork is both stunning and poignant. I wish there was a way to confirm she is now at peace.

As I was browsing this discussion, it reminded me of my favorite Poe poem. In homage, I've adapted some of the verses to include the OP's name. My hope is that she has found peace and is reunited with her love.

[Lra] Lee
It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of [Lra] Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea,
But we loved with a love that was more than love—
I and my [Lra] Lee—
With a love that the wingèd seraphs of Heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful [Lra] Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in Heaven,
Went envying her and me—
Yes!—that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my [Lra] Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we—
Of many far wiser than we—
And neither the angels in Heaven above
Nor the demons down under the sea
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful [Lra] Lee;

For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful [Lra] Lee;
And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful [Lra] Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling—my darling—my life and my bride,
In her sepulchre there by the sea—
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

 

[PaunPaun]

Good luck , and i hope you'll find peace on the other side if there's any

 

[venomousSSërpent74]

Damn i saw your post last time i havent been on here in a while i really hope you reach your goal and are at peace and possibly you'll see your partner again.

 

[Eyler]

May the bounds of your unleash words be released and flutter to a reasonable place for your soul.

Find peace well, please take care.

I hope everything goes alright, happy new years big one.

 

[cali22♡]

Find peace

 

[Mayonaise]

I shed a little tear reading through your last words. I don't know if it's just me, but I can feel a sense of love and peacefulness radiating from them.
Thank you for bringing me a little peace in this distressing day. May your journey be smooth and calm. Fly high

 

[absolutelyyou]

I shed a little tear reading through your last words. I don't know if it's just me, but I can feel a sense of love and peacefulness radiating from them.
Thank you for bringing me a little peace in this distressing day. May your journey be smooth and calm. Fly high

I feel such the same way about reading her words. She radiated such kindness in all her interactions here. She deserves peace and while the world is more joyous with her in it, if she cant find peace here then I hate for a kind soul to suffer.

 

[Alatus_Nemeseos]

She's been on my mind all day i keep coming back on this thread hoping to see whether she's okay, selfish I know but she seemed such a wonderfully kind soul that I wished I got to know her more, along with seeing more of her artwork and poems

 

[haibane]

Farewells, i hope you will find what ure looking for. Rest in peace

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

 

[Tears in Rain]

I share your curiosity. Although I haven't had the opportunity to engage with the OP personally, it's evident that she made a significant impression on many people. Her artistic skills are also remarkable; her artwork is both stunning and poignant. I wish there was a way to confirm she is now at peace.

As I was browsing this discussion, it reminded me of my favorite Poe poem. In homage, I've adapted some of the verses to include the OP's name. My hope is that she has found peace and is reunited with her love.

[Lra] Lee
It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of [Lra] Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea,
But we loved with a love that was more than love—
I and my [Lra] Lee—
With a love that the wingèd seraphs of Heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful [Lra] Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in Heaven,
Went envying her and me—
Yes!—that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my [Lra] Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we—
Of many far wiser than we—
And neither the angels in Heaven above
Nor the demons down under the sea
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful [Lra] Lee;

For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful [Lra] Lee;
And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful [Lra] Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling—my darling—my life and my bride,
In her sepulchre there by the sea—
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

That's a nice poem.

It looks like she's gone.
Here's her own poem that she alluded to in this thread, for those who don't know how to look up someone's signature(and before that, her explanation of its origins):

"I don't think I ever told the story of my signature here. it's a poem i made, 3am in the hospital when i couldn't sleep. it's about me and my partner, and my hopes for when i ctb. I just thought i should say it before i go."

"somewhere.
where the tides meet the shores / and the waves roll over the stones / where the sunsets orange haze / meets the crystal blue waters / where the grass always grows / and the fields always shine / where the flowers beam / with the colors of life / where our thoughts run away in the wind / and our feet run together in the sand / where the hurt is gone / and the only thing left to hear / is the laughter / the laughter of two kids / who never got their dreams / and so instead / they chase the clouds / they run through the wind / they lay in the fields / with flowers in their hair / and each others hands to hold
somewhere.
we will meet again <3"

 

[Abyssal]

Goodbye, save me a seat.

 

[inaminute]

Prepare a place for us and we shall meet on 'other side massive respekt

 

[Yaffle]

It's so final now seeing @hi-okbye crossed out. It hit me last night when she was preparing to go, now again tonight.

Farewell

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

It's so final now seeing @hi-okbye crossed out. It hit me last night when she was preparing to go, now again tonight.

Farewell

Same here

It's so weird not seeing a message from her when I open this site. Feels more empty now but at least she's at peace

 

[dreamingofrest]

Same here

It's so weird not seeing a message from her when I open this site. Feels more empty now but at least she's at peace

Yeah, I really hope she's at peace now <3