It's so final now seeing @hi-okbye crossed out. It hit me last night when she was preparing to go, now again tonight.
Farewell
Farewell
Leavesfromthevine
Untreated Trauma
- Nov 23, 2023
- 339
Same hereIt's so final now seeing @hi-okbye crossed out. It hit me last night when she was preparing to go, now again tonight.
Farewell
It's so weird not seeing a message from her when I open this site. Feels more empty now but at least she's at peace
dreamingofrest
so, so tired
- Nov 7, 2023
- 122
ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,165
No idea what she did to get so many comments supporting her, perhaps even more so comments than a lot of the other goodbye threads here but it must have been something significant. Not that it matters what she did or not as, in the end, she was like the rest of us here.. just a human suffering until they had the will and the strength to erase their suffering forever. Hopefully she's finally at peace now
Leavesfromthevine
Untreated Trauma
- Nov 23, 2023
- 339
From personal experience talking to her and what I've witnessed is she was just a great person. That stands out in a world full of hatred and shitty people.
Thats what she wanted , im glad for her. So she was sucessful without meto and benzos , hope it wasn't too rough.
ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,165
Good point. Good people are rare to come by... I was gonna say "nowadays" but I honestly believe that good people were always hard to come by. I believe that, as a general trend, a lot of suffering and pain is required to be a kind person as only then can you understand others and their pain. Otherwise, you wouldn't really care about the pain other people go through if you can't resonate to it yourself.
It's nice to be in the presence of good people. Hopefully she finds peace now
iusedtobehappy
Experienced
- Dec 2, 2023
- 234
This is so insanely sad. We never had a chance to interact, I'm fairly new here, but I just wanted to wish you peace and joy and unconditional love, if you can see this wherever you are and to tell you wow, your poem is so beautiful and made me tear up. You are, not were, an amazing writer. A beautiful soul can never really die.
Just by these words, I can tell the world was a better place with you a part of it.
"somewhere.
where the tides meet the shores / and the waves roll over the stones / where the sunsets orange haze / meets the crystal blue waters / where the grass always grows / and the fields always shine / where the flowers beam / with the colors of life / where our thoughts run away in the wind / and our feet run together in the sand / where the hurt is gone / and the only thing left to hear / is the laughter / the laughter of two kids / who never got their dreams / and so instead / they chase the clouds / they run through the wind / they lay in the fields / with flowers in their hair / and each others hands to hold
somewhere.
we will meet again <3"
Just by these words, I can tell the world was a better place with you a part of it.
"somewhere.
where the tides meet the shores / and the waves roll over the stones / where the sunsets orange haze / meets the crystal blue waters / where the grass always grows / and the fields always shine / where the flowers beam / with the colors of life / where our thoughts run away in the wind / and our feet run together in the sand / where the hurt is gone / and the only thing left to hear / is the laughter / the laughter of two kids / who never got their dreams / and so instead / they chase the clouds / they run through the wind / they lay in the fields / with flowers in their hair / and each others hands to hold
somewhere.
we will meet again <3"
Unwr!tten
Saltier than SN
- Apr 10, 2023
- 532
From some investigations, I'm not sure if she succeeded, there was a comment on her YouTube channel from her saying she went to the ER.
Angel of Spades
barely keeping it together
- May 23, 2023
- 84
best of luck!! i hope you find the peace you're looking for and you get off at the right bus stop :) we'll all be thinking of you!
BarnabasCollins
Member
- Nov 16, 2023
- 78
Damn. Anything else? Thanks for sharing.
Unwr!tten
Saltier than SN
- Apr 10, 2023
- 532
She linked her channel in the original post, if you go there, it's not hard to find the comment thread
Tears in Rain
..............
- Dec 12, 2023
- 858
You sure that's not @NoOneLovesMiMi that you're referring to? She went to ER, and linked her YouTube channel. I didn't notice any YouTube link for @hi-okbye
BarnabasCollins
Member
- Nov 16, 2023
- 78
I didn't find her YouTube channel, either. I dm'ed with hi-okbye a good bit, and I hope she found peace. I'm kicking myself I wasn't on here when she posted her goodbye.
absolutelyyou
peaceful
- Jul 26, 2023
- 168
I still think about the series of sunrise/sunset photos she posted in the thread of her first attempt. It's been really foggy and grey where I but for a brief time this morning the sun shown bright as it rose and I thought about Lra. I hope she's at peace and if her attempt was in fact successful that her family (that she seems to love and not have issues with) are doing as well as they can be.
EDIT:
I thought it would be appropriate to go and find/repost the art of hers I'd just mentioned so that anyone that comes across the thread of this kind and creative soul they can also appreciate the art she really poured her heart into.
EDIT:
I thought it would be appropriate to go and find/repost the art of hers I'd just mentioned so that anyone that comes across the thread of this kind and creative soul they can also appreciate the art she really poured her heart into.
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UnwillingSavior
Mr. Self Destruct
- Nov 2, 2023
- 114
Goodbye, it was really nice seeing your comments around here. Thank you for being a part of this community, you'll be missed. More than anything though, I'm so happy you're at peace now. Until next time...
Her idea to paint these before going has still stuck with me. I keep seeing this thread pop up because of new replies and I think of Lra. I really hope she's ok, she never sent a final goodbye comment like she said she would, and the comments speculating she's in the ER are making me anxious.I still think about the series of sunrise/sunset photos she posted in the thread of her first attempt. It's been really foggy and grey where I but for a brief time this morning the sun shown bright as it rose and I thought about Lra. I hope she's at peace and if her attempt was in fact successful that her family (that she seems to love and not have issues with) are doing as well as they can be.
EDIT:
I thought it would be appropriate to go and find/repost the art of hers I'd just mentioned so that anyone that comes across the thread of this kind and creative soul they can also appreciate the art she really poured her heart into.
Life Is My Coffin
One final action â°ď¸â°ď¸â°ď¸
- Oct 13, 2023
- 251
AdÝnâi
Little Russian in-cel
- Apr 25, 2020
- 1,023
This comment kind of ruined the thread, this is misinformation, you've confused it with another thread and person /facepalm
As to Lra - I hope you no longer exist, and if that's not possible, then you're reasonably content!
And your poem is really cute, made me cry for once and ponder my own story (or lack thereof).
I feel bad I missed this goodbye post. I was thinking less about ctb last week(s) and didn't open SS, but today I felt really bad again so I went back to SS and now I'm finding out that @hi-okbye is gone.... It's too late for her to read, but I hope she found her peace.
knux
Member
- Nov 11, 2020
- 38
I still think about the series of sunrise/sunset photos she posted in the thread of her first attempt. It's been really foggy and grey where I but for a brief time this morning the sun shown bright as it rose and I thought about Lra. I hope she's at peace and if her attempt was in fact successful that her family (that she seems to love and not have issues with) are doing as well as they can be.
EDIT:
I thought it would be appropriate to go and find/repost the art of hers I'd just mentioned so that anyone that comes across the thread of this kind and creative soul they can also appreciate the art she really poured her heart into.
These are so beautiful.
I was never fortunate enough to know her which is sad because she seemed like such a lovely soul. I hope she's resting well now.
Nyotei
here nor there
- Dec 7, 2023
- 38
Unknown21
The past never dies.
- Apr 25, 2023
- 985
I keep seeing this thread pop back up because of people commenting and I think for a moment that she's back. I know it's selfish, but I'm sad she's gone. I wish the bad things in her life hadn't happened to her and she hadn't felt the need to take SN. She seemed so nice
ForeverBroken
Memento mori
- Jun 17, 2023
- 134
I was gone for a few weeks and am just now seeing this. This makes me incredibly sad. You could tell that she had a kind heart I'm going to miss her greatly.
thedevilwithin
anima vestra
- Oct 4, 2023
- 161
haven't forgot about you friend
hope you're at peace.
hope you're at peace.
