GOODBYE THREAD

[idontwannadothisanym]

"I know that I have to go away"

oh my where do I start jheez...

I've been here for quite a while to be honest not to recover or try to get better... the end goal was to find a partner and ctb which many times I did actually succeed on finding a partner but plans would get broken down at the final moment which left me in a lot of despair on many many occasions. erm thought I'd mention @GoneGoneGone :,( love you loads lol ugh I'm such a bitch crying eh fuck it thanks to @Esc9434 for messaging me out of blue that time when I was ghosting in the General Chat Room :) thanks to everyone who I've encountered on this site through the chat and private chat ect and to the people who encouraged me to get better and to try, try and try and don't quit but I ain't that type of person I'm stubborn and I'll stick by whatever I decide. (rambling on and on and on soz)

quick question even though my dad is a prick and all should I go on one last dog walk in the morning like a goodbye but not obviously say goodbye because I haven't gone on a dog walk for a long time and I love you dog Nova she's a Rottweiler who I rescued from a dog shelter (:

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Im sorry to hear youre at that point, im glad you decided what to do. Whether you go through with it or not, try not to feel bad.
If you do go through with it then i wish you good luck and lots of peace

 

[foreverbroken28]

If your dad was a prick, I assume he is part of the issue of why you want to CTB in the first place. So, I would say if it were me, I would skip the dog walk with dad and just say bye to the dog somehow else. (That's just me though.) Do what you feel in your heart and I am sorry you could not see light at the end of the tunnel but I am also hoping you go peacefully and find that peace you hope to find. ♡》

 

[Lostandfound7]

Hey honey..Sorry things didn't work out the way u have wanted. :(.
We r here for u!♡

Yes, u should absolutely go on a nice dog walk w/ Dad! I also have a Rotti! They make amazing dogs/cuddle buddies/bodyguards..♡

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

my dog isn't the best guard dog she cries whenever someone comes over because she knows they're gonna leave... she also has a pink bow on her collar and she's just so cute

 

[Lostandfound7]

my dog isn't the best guard dog she cries whenever someone comes over because she knows they're gonna leave... she also has a pink bow on her collar and she's just so cute

Awwwww...I'm trying to attach a pic of my beast, Samson..

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

I'll find one from FB there's got to be one of her

 

[TheSkyIsBlue]

"I know that I have to go away"

oh my where do I start jheez...

I've been here for quite a while to be honest not to recover or try to get better... the end goal was to find a partner and ctb which many times I did actually succeed on finding a partner but plans would get broken down at the final moment which left me in a lot of despair on many many occasions. erm thought I'd mention @GoneGoneGone :,( love you loads lol ugh I'm such a bitch crying eh fuck it thanks to @Esc9434 for messaging me out of blue that time when I was ghosting in the General Chat Room :) thanks to everyone who I've encountered on this site through the chat and private chat ect and to the people who encouraged me to get better and to try, try and try and don't quit but I ain't that type of person I'm stubborn and I'll stick by whatever I decide. (rambling on and on and on soz)

I have never texted with you, but I respect all your decisions and support you. Good luck, I hope you will find peace.

quick question even though my dad is a prick and all should I go on one last dog walk in the morning like a goodbye but not obviously say goodbye because I haven't gone on a dog walk for a long time and I love you dog Nova she's a Rottweiler who I rescued from a dog shelter (:

That's a good idea. Go out with the dog.

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

NOVA

 

[Lostandfound7]

NOVAView attachment 36959

Awwwww, what a BEAUTY!!♡♡♡
The BEAST

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

Awwwww, what a BEAUTY!!♡♡♡
The BEAST

OMGGGG HES SO FUCKING CUTE LOLLL

 

[Lostandfound7]

OMGGGG HES SO FUCKING CUTE LOLLL

Ty! He's a doll, but don't mess wit him or his territory!! That's my 9mm, 357m, sawed off, ALL DAT!!.LOL

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

Ty! He's a doll, but don't mess wit him or his territory!! That's my 9mm, 357m, sawed off, ALL DAT!!.LOL

 

[Lostandfound7]

High 5

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

High 5

thought he was playing patta cake lolll

 

[Lostandfound7]

Or that!!! Lmbo!!

So, go for that walk tomor morn with Sweet Nova..♡

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

Or that!!! Lmbo!!

So, go for that walk tomor morn with Sweet Nova..♡

I'll think about it! (:

 

[FriendofDeath]

Love the dog pics! I'd probably go on the walk, too. You saved that baby!

I'm sorry you've come to the decision to leave, but respect you have made the best choice for you. Sending love and light on your journey. May you find peace.

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

Love the dog pics! I'd probably go on the walk, too. You saved that baby!

I'm sorry you've come to the decision to leave, but respect you have made the best choice for you. Sending love and light on your journey. May you find peace.

mi amor grazie (:

 

[Donk]

sorry life has brought you to this point. i enjoyed playing cards against humanity with you. i hope you find peace. see you on the other side.

 

[Esc9434]

Hate to see you go... One of my most favorite posters.

 

[GoneGoneGone]

Love you loads too

 

[Amnesty]

It had reached this point yet may it have a peaceful resolution.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Sad to see you leave, surrounding you with love and light
❤

 

[Alec]

So sad to see you go, even though we haven't talked in private. You just seem like maybe we could be close friends, you seem like an awesome person. I wish for it be as painless as possible I hope you don't feel alone, I'm with you and thinking about you, I promise. Fuck... this isn't easy, it's not easy for me it's about billion times harder for you. I hate this. I hate that there's so much pain and we are in this situation where we have to do this, this fucking sucks!!!! I'm so sorry, for all your pain, for all the shit that happened to you!!! You don't deserve it, I'm sure you don't!!! Fuck me, I'm sorry. I think I'll join you soon. Love you, forever, promise.

Love,
—Alec.

 

[marcusuk63]

Good luck on your journey , i HAVE to go before 24th and i`m just packing and binning what`s left of my possessions ,
Gorgeous dog , i have always had german shepherds and Boxers, usual 2 at a time and a couple of years ago i had 3 and all three died closes together , i said no more as i knew my time was coming but was offered a Frenchie as a rescue and i love her to death and she loves me , she is funny and loving and a bed thief ,
I will quietly go to the loo while she is at the other end of the room snoring , i get back and there is a lump in my bed . i`m really gonna miss her (well i wont cos i`ll be dead )
Dogs have always been my life more than humans

 

[lululoo]

@idontwannadothisanym Sorry life has brought you here. Your dog is so cute.

@marcusuk63 I am sorry you have this time pressure on you to go. I have always enjoyed your posts and how you share everything. They give me comfort even though you and I have little in common (I'm a woman, not in the UK, who hasn't lived much of a life, and lacks the strength you have to pack everything up and take care of things properly, or to take care of animals). I admire you and I wish you peace.

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

UPDATE*****

okay so take 1 didn't go to plan sad face erm yeh course I'm gonna keep it short for now I'll make epic big one tagging all my fave users here some of you maybe shocked that you're on my fave list even though we might have had disagreements oooo interesting right haha anyway guys plan now is this Wednesday will produce a masterpiece on Wednesday morning British time take some wonderful pictures of my resting place too IF you guys would like erm 50 likes I'll do a cover to Piano Man up to you SS world make it happen okay bye for now! :,). Love you all lol okay over n out

 

[ghostgirl1995]

This is by far one of the wildest and nicest people on here. Please pour one out for him.

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

This is by far one of the wildest and nicest people on here. Please pour one out for him.

love you ghosty