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destinationlosangel

destinationlosangel

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Feb 16, 2024
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Rest in Peace May 🕊️
 
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Zaphkiel

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May 13, 2023
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That did hit hard.
Rest in peace.
 
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donwhitman

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DOHARDTHINGS24

Mage
Apr 30, 2024
528
Thank you so much for this post. I am very much reassured by this - I am surprised at the peacefulness without benzos, but again, that's reassuring - if they didn't have an awful experience without them, maybe it won't be so bad for those that do. I really don't know what to say. Except maybe thank you both for the post & the specifics, it's a generous act from you both. Good luck with your grief
 
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GalacticWarrior777

GalacticWarrior777

Recovering, slowly but surely from this mess.
Sep 24, 2024
159
Godspeed May.
 
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Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,519
What an unbelievably fitting song. Wow...

As someone who's about to use SN, this song hits. Thank you for sharing.
Not gonna lie, I hadn't heard it before and yeah, big agree Plato. Huge hitter.

My fuckin emotions.
 
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JustAnx

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Oct 12, 2024
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Not gonna lie, I hadn't heard it before and yeah, big agree Plato. Huge hitter.

My fuckin emotions.

My gosh… I also got hit by the song.

I wasn't here when this took place. But i hope their resting in heavely peace. And to @opheliaoveragain: They were lucky to have you there for them at their last moment.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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My gosh… I also got hit by the song.

I wasn't here when this took place. But i hope their resting in heavely peace. And to @opheliaoveragain: They were lucky to have you there for them at their last moment.
Appreciate you. I'm not gonna bring in any of my personal 'woo woo' witch shit, but I received confirmation from several sources that they are at peace where they were meant to be.
 
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RoyalBengalAutistic

RoyalBengalAutistic

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Oct 14, 2024
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Rest in peace :heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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Dionysus

Dionysus

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Oct 16, 2024
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Rest in peace, see you under the Newmaker's Plane
 
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DOHARDTHINGS24

Mage
Apr 30, 2024
528
Appreciate you. I'm not gonna bring in any of my personal 'woo woo' witch shit, but I received confirmation from several sources that they are at peace where they were meant to be.
This is just lovely. Thank you for this - the woo woo confirmation. Made me cry again, but I think it's something I needed to hear. Not just for you & your friend, but for every passenger who is catching or has caught their bus, myself included. Big hugs ♥️
 
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ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

Student
Jun 1, 2024
103
To answer this specifically, esp since I forgot to include it:

Maynoname did not take a benzo as part of their protocol, they were familiar with the affects of the ones they had available and were worried it would make them sleepy too fast and therefore unable to complete the protocol, following their plan was important to them, long before I suggested taking it closer to the SN but the worry remained so I didn't push it further.

I welcome any questions that are not directly trying to source, whether here or in Convo (preferred to chat). If anyone has any questions specifically regarding figuring out their benzo dose, those questions are welcome, just not on this thread. I have been on them/abusing them for years and am overly familiar. Much love, all<3
if i take the benzo drink right before drinking the SN drink is there a possibility i could puke it out while unconscious and then choke on my puke and if thats the case would it be better to drink the benzo drink after puking and drinking the second cup
 
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blacklemonade

blacklemonade

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Jun 22, 2024
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hello, can someone please tell me what is sn?

and meto is metropolol right?

im just trying to get information and figure out how to leave this earth

thank. you all
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,519
hello, can someone please tell me what is sn?

and meto is metropolol right?

im just trying to get information and figure out how to leave this earth

thank. you all
I asked kindly at the top of the thread for people not to try to source within this thread.

to all concerned, please do not interact with this users post as to not further derail the goodbye thread.

thank you.
 
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blacklemonade

blacklemonade

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Jun 22, 2024
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I asked kindly at the top of the thread for people not to try to source within this thread.

to all concerned, please do not interact with this users post as to not further derail the goodbye thread.

thank you.
im sorry
english is not my first language and i didnt completely understand all of what was written
 
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Coringa

Coringa

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Mar 19, 2024
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Firstly, may she have found the peace she so desired.

Sorry, but I was curious to see May's profile and it says she had access on October 9th?
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,519
Firstly, may she have found the peace she so desired.

Sorry, but I was curious to see May's profile and it says she had access on October 9th?


it wasn't her. this was mod confirmed. I cannot go into more detail. thank you. 🤍
 
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tara44

Member
Oct 17, 2024
78
thank you for sharing this post and being with someone in their vulnerable last moments here on earth. It is so brave and heroic to have been there for this person and supporting them through the process. I hope that I have the same when I CTB.
 
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swankysoup

swankysoup

Student
Feb 12, 2024
129
Rest in peace. It's nice to see a reasonably peaceful passing with this method. I wish i had a friend too to keep me company in my time.
 
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sadBPDgirl0708

Member
Aug 29, 2024
34
it wasn't her. this was mod confirmed. I cannot go into more detail. thank you. 🤍
I've recently found SN so it's become my top method so I'm really grateful to be able to read this as the process makes me nervous

I'm sorry to ask but could you explain why you can't give more detail? Sorry if it comes across rude or anything and I don't want to have doubts about the legitimacy of the account, but I'm sure you'll understand wanting as much evidence as possible for this being the truth? I noticed the activity thing too and it it's instantly given me severe anxiety about whether I can trust it

Again please don't think I'm trying to be rude or inconsiderate!! Thank you for what you are doing<3
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,925
Rest in peace Maynoname. :heart::hug:
 
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CatLvr

Paragon
Aug 1, 2024
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Appreciate you. I'm not gonna bring in any of my personal 'woo woo' witch shit, but I received confirmation from several sources that they are at peace where they were meant to be.
Thank you. It is a huge comfort to know that M is safe and where they should be. That means (to me at least) that that those of us who are looking forward to relieving ourselves of the pain of this life when we move to the next one are on the right track.
 
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Rudi

Rudi

𝔐𝔬𝔯𝔦 𝔳𝔬𝔩𝔬 𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔳𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔳𝔬𝔩𝔬
Oct 15, 2024
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Rest in peace, Maynoname <3.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,519
it wasn't her. this was mod confirmed. I cannot go into more detail. thank you. 🤍
I've recently found SN so it's become my top method so I'm really grateful to be able to read this as the process makes me nervous

I'm sorry to ask but could you explain why you can't give more detail? Sorry if it comes across rude or anything and I don't want to have doubts about the legitimacy of the account, but I'm sure you'll understand wanting as much evidence as possible for this being the truth? I noticed the activity thing too and it it's instantly given me severe anxiety about whether I can trust it

Again please don't think I'm trying to be rude or inconsiderate!! Thank you for what you are doing<3
@rainwillneverstop do you mind confirming simply with yes/no regarding the log in movement re @maynoname on oct 9th?

feel free to ignore or delete if not allowed. thank you 🤍🤍
 
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sadBPDgirl0708

Member
Aug 29, 2024
34
@rainwillneverstop do you mind confirming simply with yes/no regarding the log in movement re @maynoname on oct 9th?

feel free to ignore or delete if not allowed. thank you 🤍🤍
Thank you for asking for this - I'm so sorry if it's come across insensitive or like I'm accusing anyone of lying, that's really not the case!! 💖
 

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