My bus may be on its way

[hopscotch]

goodbye. im glad you finally got what you were searching for for so long, even if you hated having to search for it. im sorry you suffered so much to want it so deeply for so many years, or for it to have been needed. but im glad that it's over. rest well

 

[Lady Laudanum]

I'm so sorry that the world failed you like this. You would have been the kind of healthcare provider that the world desperately needs more of, with your kindness, compassion, and empathy for others.

 

[landslide2]

i foolishly clung to the thought that maybe, just maybe you'd change your mind. but you always meant what you said.
you shared you had people who loved you in your life, they are in my thoughts too. you touched lives on here.
goodbye willitpass, you will be missed

 

[Jon Arbuckle]

I'm so sad. you didn't deserve any of this. rest in peace.

 

[rozeske]

I hope you have finally found the peace you seek.

 

[Lady Laudanum]

If there is an afterlife, I'd like to imagine that you and Ash are reunited and having a great time right now, in a world where mental illness and self hatred doesn't exist.

The fact that you're not around anymore feels surreal. Just a few days ago you were laughing at a dumb joke that I made.

 

[willitpass]

I passed out soon after my last message. Woke up at about 3. Drenched in sweat but not even hot. Hard to type because my hands don't go where want them to and my vision is double and fuzzy. Muscle spasms. My watch caught loaded heart beat of 33 but I thought I think it got lower because my watch turned off at one point, meaning it didn't think anyone was wearing it. Very, very tired still. Still possible to work I think, if not I'll sleep it off.

 

[sevennn]

i'm so sorry. :,( these hurts to read. you deserve to die like you wanted to :,(

 

[sancta-simplicitas]

I hope it all goes okay, whatever outcome you decide on.