GOODBYE THREAD

[Myforevercharlie]

A little candle will burn for you, I hope it will guide your soul to love and peace.

- hug-

 

[qonav]

We don't know each other but your post resonated with me as I feel I am in a similar situation, if you feel lonely we could talk for the last remaining days if you want here or Discord, I dont mind.
I'm also planning on ctb in a few days, but it would be nice to talk to someone similar and hear their thoughts and situation.
- Sending hugs -

 

[Engström]

I wish you couldn't relate…

Thank you

How are you?

See you on the other side

Thank you

Not too good, this is more anxiety inducing than I remember from my first attempt. The wheels have been set in motion though. And I know, I'm too tired to keep going on.

Soon.

 

[Kurai]

I hope you find peace and good luck with your plans

 

[Gonnerr]

Good luck, I hope you escape peacefully.

 

[venin.n]

I'm so sorry venin I know how much you wanted to recover based on the thread you started in the recovery section. You were always so kind and supportive.

I hope I'm not too late in saying goodbye. You deserve peace. I hope you find it

me too… yeah, I really did… all throught my life… but I just won't take it anymore… it's unbearable… I hate my life. I hate life. I hate it. It's been crucifying me since I was a toddler…

No, it's not too late

Thank you for your message

How are you?


@Dot and the other mods

Please delete my account on Sunday

Much love

 

[LetMeBeSad]

I have never spoken with you before but, I made an account here in part because I saw how supportive this place is through your recovery thread. I read through the whole thing. Thank you for sharing your experiences on both recovery and ctb. It helped me feel better even though I haven't posted there yet.

I didn't know the reason you left the forum and I noticed that your name had been crossed out on the recovery thread. It made me kind of sad. I'm sorry that your life has turned out this way and I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[venin.n]

I have never spoken with you before but, I made an account here in part because I saw how supportive this place is through your recovery thread. I read through the whole thing. Thank you for sharing your experiences on both recovery and ctb. It helped me feel better even though I haven't posted there yet.

I didn't know the reason you left the forum and I noticed that your name had been crossed out on the recovery thread. It made me kind of sad. I'm sorry that your life has turned out this way and I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

I'm so happy to hear that. It was my absolute pleasure.

Well, I left because I was really motivated to give it one more try and I thought that it would be better for me to try to "leave it all behind" in a radical way. Sadly, I just couldn't. The past is too heavy and ubuquitous and it doesn't allow me to do the things I want to, no matter how hard I've tried.

It's fucked up for me also cause I know who I could hypothetically be…

So…. Thank you for your message. I hope you recover and live the life you want, dream of

Ty

Not too good, this is more anxiety inducing than I remember from my first attempt. The wheels have been set in motion though. And I know, I'm too tired to keep going on.

Soon.

Even though I just hate it hearing you and the others are kinda in the same spot, I don't feel so alone because of what you wrote…

Hope you recover and don't have to choose this path.

Rooting for you ty

Good luck, I hope you escape peacefully.

Ty

I hope you find peace and good luck with your plans

Ty

Its not that common when someone replies to every reply. We really appreciate it <3 Sorry life got to that point but if youre ok with it what method are you going to use? But when the time comes I'll definitely light a candle for you bc you seem like a really nice person. Hope everything works out for you and you have a beautiful time till then <33

Well this is who I am. That you for seing it

I'm sorry but I don't wanna talk about that here.

Thank a bunch for your kind and heartful words

i hope you find peace

Will do

I hope you find yours too. One way or the other

A little candle will burn for you, I hope it will guide your soul to love and peace.

- hug-

XO

We don't know each other but your post resonated with me as I feel I am in a similar situation, if you feel lonely we could talk for the last remaining days if you want here or Discord, I dont mind.
I'm also planning on ctb in a few days, but it would be nice to talk to someone similar and hear their thoughts and situation.
- Sending hugs -

That would be nice, I think. Idk how to use discord though but we'll figure it out.

Sad to see you're "here" also…

XO

(Tell me how to find you on discord)

I'm so happy to hear that. It was my absolute pleasure.

Well, I left because I was really motivated to give it one more try and I thought that it would be better for me to try to "leave it all behind" in a radical way. Sadly, I just couldn't. The past is too heavy and ubuquitous and it doesn't allow me to do the things I want to, no matter how hard I've tried.

It's fucked up for me also cause I know who I could hypothetically be…

So…. Thank you for your message. I hope you recover and live the life you want, dream of

Ty

Even though I just hate it hearing you and the others are kinda in the same spot, I don't feel so alone because of what you wrote…

Hope you recover and don't have to choose this path.

Rooting for you ty

Ty

Ty

Well this is who I am. That you for seing it

I'm sorry but I don't wanna talk about that here.

Thank a bunch for your kind and heartful words

Will do

I hope you find yours too. One way or the other

XO

That would be nice, I think. Idk how to use discord though but we'll figure it out.

Sad to see you're "here" also…

XO

(Tell me how to find you on discord)

@Praestat_Mori "Praestat mori quam haec pati"

This will be my s note

Thank you. It fits perfectly

 

[qonav]

I'm so happy to hear that. It was my absolute pleasure.

Well, I left because I was really motivated to give it one more try and I thought that it would be better for me to try to "leave it all behind" in a radical way. Sadly, I just couldn't. The past is too heavy and ubuquitous and it doesn't allow me to do the things I want to, no matter how hard I've tried.

It's fucked up for me also cause I know who I could hypothetically be…

So…. Thank you for your message. I hope you recover and live the life you want, dream of

Ty

Even though I just hate it hearing you and the others are kinda in the same spot, I don't feel so alone because of what you wrote…

Hope you recover and don't have to choose this path.

Rooting for you ty

Ty

Ty

Well this is who I am. That you for seing it

I'm sorry but I don't wanna talk about that here.

Thank a bunch for your kind and heartful words

Will do

I hope you find yours too. One way or the other

XO

That would be nice, I think. Idk how to use discord though but we'll figure it out.

Sad to see you're "here" also…

XO

(Tell me how to find you on discord)

@Praestat_Mori "Praestat mori quam haec pati"

This will be my s note

Thank you. It fits perfectly

For some reason it's not allowing me to send you a PM, could you try? We can talk through there or I'll message you my discord and how to use it there.

 

[venin.n]

For some reason it's not allowing me to send you a PM, could you try? We can talk through there or I'll message you my discord and how to use it there.

Because it's a new account. I haven't been able to recover my previous account.

Send me your discord

 

[venin.n]

its: mieeel

I can't find you. Mine is nine07739

IF ANYONE WANTS TO WRITE TO ME USE THIS USERNAME.

XO

its: mieeel

Sent you the friend request

 

[heavyeyes]

me too… yeah, I really did… all throught my life… but I just won't take it anymore… it's unbearable… I hate my life. I hate life. I hate it. It's been crucifying me since I was a toddler…

No, it's not too late

Thank you for your message

I'm so sorry you're suffering so much I wish good people Iike you didn't have to. I'm glad I caught you in time to say goodbye but I'll message you on discord. I sent you a friend request!

You're welcome

How are you?

Honestly...not great. I'm planning my exit. Hopefully it'll be February. I really don't want to have to be forced to delay it any longer than I have to

 

[blackpillpeter]

have you tried ketamine therapy? at the end of the day it is your choice to ctb or not but i highly highly recommend atleast giving it a try before you do anything permanent

 

[flp_]

I've led a decent life, had a lot of fun, loved, fucked, travelled, written, read and so on..

I hope you get it better and still have chances to get the life you're dreaming of.

Your life, your decision.

Thats the best i can wish.

And you also hope the good for others.

 

[NancyVicious]

Sent you a discord request

 

[Praestat_Mori]

@Praestat_Mori "Praestat mori quam haec pati"

This will be my s note

Thank you. It fits perfectly

Yeah, it fits. It can't be said any better!

 

[Myforevercharlie]

have you tried ketamine therapy? at the end of the day it is your choice to ctb or not but i highly highly recommend atleast giving it a try before you do anything permanent

This isn't appropriate.

 

[blackpillpeter]

This isn't appropriate.

okay sorry, it is my first reply and I assumed it fit the guidelines, ill refrain from making such comments.

I can't find you. Mine is nine07739

IF ANYONE WANTS TO WRITE TO ME USE THIS USERNAME.

XO

Sent you the friend request

i sent you a friend request, my username is the one that ends with onheroinneedles, add me back and lets talk.

 

[sadwriter]

Like everyone else said, I'm sorry that things didn't get better for you after leaving SS originally and that you've had to suffer for so long. I wish that I had the chance to get to know you better, but I'm grateful that we have the recovery thread here because of you. You definitely made a big positive impact on this site. Best of luck and I hope that you find peace <3

 

[venin.n]

Ok folks. I'm gonna get going. Thank you for the support and I hope that neither one of you gets to this moment.

I wish you a happy and fullfilled life

Love you all

 

[CloudyNightSky]

Ok folks. I'm gonna get going. Thank you for the support and I hope that neither one of you gets to this moment.

I wish you a happy and fullfilled life

Love you all

I hope for the best good journey and much love. We'll be by your side you're not alone <3

 

[BrknEyes]

I hope everything goes well for you, best of wishes.

 

[Unknown21]

Best wishes. Update us if possible.

 

[SVEN]

Ok folks. I'm gonna get going. Thank you for the support and I hope that neither one of you gets to this moment.

I wish you a happy and fullfilled life

Love you all

Go in peace, weary traveller. Take our thoughts and best wishes with you as comfort.

 

[absolutelyyou]

Rest easy, friend

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Safe travels, rest well my friend! Farewell!

 

[HighFlight]

@venin.n - my friend, I wish you safe and peaceful travels. I know you've done your homework and decided this is the best option for your situation. I respect the work that you put into it and your ultimate decision.

It also needs to be said that while you were making you decision, you started a very active thread in the recovery forum. I think your legacy for helping others in need and supporting this site is beyond questioning. You will be missed.

Thank you for everything you did in this lifetime, in spite of the pain and suffering that it caused you. You have truly earned a peacefully transition and I wish nothing less for you.

Farewell, my friend!

 

[venin.n]

I can't do it…

Fuck life

Fuck everything….

@venin.n - my friend, I wish you safe and peaceful travels. I know you've done your homework and decided this is the best option for your situation. I respect the work that you put into it and your ultimate decision.

It also needs to be said that while you were making you decision, you started a very active thread in the recovery forum. I think your legacy for helping others in need and supporting this site is beyond questioning. You will be missed.

Thank you for everything you did in this lifetime, in spite of the pain and suffering that it caused you. You have truly earned a peacefully transition and I wish nothing less for you.

Farewell, my friend!

Thank you @HighFlight55 … for everything

I couldn't do it right now…….

I hate everything right now

I can't live but at the same time I can't die.

Omfg…

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome back! Living is hard and dying is even harder. I feel the pain. I hope you can get over it quickly. May I ask you what method u wanted to use?

 

[アホペンギン]

I can't do it…

Fuck life

Fuck everything….

I'm sorry. It is very hard to ctb because of SI and I'm sorry you failed. Please take some time to recompose yourself before you attempt again. I wish you the best.