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SuicidalPlushie

SuicidalPlushie

Member
Jun 12, 2022
41
Life
Miserable life
Illusionist hope
Illusion of past
Traumas torment
Life
No life friends
Dark light around
Where is the white
White been dark
Fog blinded
Hurt, The pain portal
Sadness? Power of hopelessness
Choices
Chocked hands
Life
End of life, Coldness within
Peace in the land of dreams
 
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sadloner

sadloner

Member
Jun 13, 2022
21
Life
Miserable life
Illusionist hope
Illusion of past
Traumas torment
Life
No life friends
Dark light around
Where is the white
White been dark
Fog blinded
Hurt, The pain portal
Sadness? Power of hopelessness
Choices
Chocked hands
Life
End of life, Coldness within
Peace in the land of dreams
lovely poetry. good luck, you deserve to be at the end of this nightmare of existence.
 
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SuicidalPlushie

SuicidalPlushie

Member
Jun 12, 2022
41
Update: Fasting begin, period of 8 hours
 
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SuicidalPlushie

SuicidalPlushie

Member
Jun 12, 2022
41
i will be listening to this when i will pass out
 
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SuicidalPlushie

SuicidalPlushie

Member
Jun 12, 2022
41
im having a breakdown and crying because im in such pain and i feel so lost nd sad
im just a kid this is just too much to have
 
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CursedSoul

CursedSoul

Cursed to stay, Cursed to Suffer...
Jun 4, 2022
69
im having a breakdown and crying because im in such pain and i feel so lost nd sad
im just a kid this is just too much to have
don't worry, you'l either get better if you fail, or pass out in the peaceful arms of death i really hope for your success, see you on the other side if there is one <3 good luck son
 
SuicidalPlushie

SuicidalPlushie

Member
Jun 12, 2022
41
im so destroy and tore apart this is such a horrible pain im so sorry so so so sorry
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
You don't have to apologize to anyone. Let the tears flow, it's okay. There's nothing written in stone today that makes any moment final unless you drink. Let what surfaces come up. I hope you have some time to get more comfortable and breathe for some time. You're just a kid, it's okay to feel overwhelmed.
 
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peanuts

peanuts

Member
May 27, 2022
99
You still with us @SuicidalPlushie 🥺 ??
 
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CursedSoul

CursedSoul

Cursed to stay, Cursed to Suffer...
Jun 4, 2022
69
i hope you're fine son :heart:
 

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