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Philosykos

Philosykos

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May 30, 2020
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It seems that way.

All the while,I was thinking,there's no way an ambulance could reach Ace in time,although I'd hoped to be wrong.
The forest was 100 metres away from their home,which may have been in a small town with an ambulance station...
Not disclosing Ace's country,but it seems a long shot.
I will miss Ace so,so much. We spent a lot of time chatting via PM and it feels so strange,sad and hollow that no more messages will come.
This is what Ace wanted above all else,though. I have to have enough love to accept that.

It appears that Ace left us quickly,that was the best anyone could hope for.
Indeed. I hope the same for dear Ace. I send you strength and love, Saed. I'm sorry someone so dear to you has left you today. I hope you'll be all right, dear.
Video call with a froum member can help
No. I will not do a video call with someone. That is more than most will be able to handle. Trust me. You do not want to do that.
 
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Saed

Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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Indeed. I hope the same for dear Ace. I send you strength and love, Saed. I'm sorry someone so dear to you has left you today. I hope you'll be all right, dear.

Thank you. That means a lot,coming from you.
Looks like Ace will be similar to @TheRaul95 in that they're frozen viewing the thread,til it resets.

I hope @x-Ace-x knew how much they were loved.
I think,I may take a walk up to the graveyard in the rain,and send a final PM,expressing just that.
In my dreams,Ace would log in and read it.
 

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ceelo

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May 18, 2020
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Well i for one would rather celebrate Ace, he has achieved his aim and is now free of all lifes pain, lets not be sad or woeful lets commend him on his courage.
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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Well i for one would rather celebrate Ace, he has achieved his aim and is now free of all lifes pain, lets not be sad or woeful lets commend him on his courage.
I do applaud Ace's courage,and respected this is their wish. I am not sad or woeful on that count.
I am allowed to feel all I expressed privately in PM.
 
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Philosykos

Philosykos

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May 30, 2020
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Not seeing

I do applaud Ace's courage,and respected this is their wish. I am not sad or woeful on that count.
I am allowed to feel all I expressed privately in PM.
This. It is not our place, @ceelo, to tell anyone what to feel in the aftermath of a death. The people you touched are allowed to miss and mourn you. I am sorry to dear Saed and all of Ace's loved ones for missing someone who evidently meant a lot to them. A death isn't a nice thing, let's not forget that. As much as we may like to commend someone for 'having the courage to go through with it'.
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
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Looks like we lost another kind soul. RIP x
 
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SSlostallhope

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May 23, 2020
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:(
 
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virginiawoolf86

virginiawoolf86

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Jul 4, 2020
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Why he's following me :(

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Alright, I'm alone :) Walking in the forest.
I wish you the best safest journey. Your presence on this planet will not be forgotten.

P.S: Please make sure you're absolutely alone so the dog doesn't accidentally go with you.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Good luck in your travels friend, I wish you a safe journey :heart:
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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I wish you the best safest journey. Your presence on this planet will not be forgotten.

P.S: Please make sure you're absolutely alone so the dog doesn't accidentally go with you.
Ace is gone,love...we think.
It seems their wish was granted,although we can't ever be certain.
 
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Ashwee73

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Jul 13, 2020
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That man is gone
 
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Raminiki

Raminiki

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Jun 12, 2020
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I hope the beauty of your final resting place brought you comfort and peace. Rest eternal and be free of suffering. Sending love and gentle thoughts after you.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
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Sorry I missed you. So sad.
I hope their body is found quickly. For the family to not know where they are ..and in a remote area so far away .. closure is important. RIP
 
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illbeinthegarage

funs fun but who needs it
Jun 14, 2020
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hugs
 
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Lost_the_will2_live

Lost_the_will2_live

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Feb 25, 2020
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Hope there's not a missing persons news flash , I don't think he will he found quickly in that forest. Bless him and his loved ones that will miss him so much. Thoughts with his friends on here also, wish u peace now Ace. X
 
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Isadeth

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Jun 12, 2020
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I hope to have not only the courage of Ace, but also the love and support that has been shown here. What a lovely place to ctb. I wish you nothing but peace and love ♡
 
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less than

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Jul 25, 2019
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What a beautiful place for the last breath in the middle of nature. Hopefully you are at peace now.
 
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HeavyOne

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Jul 4, 2020
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Hope nature around you brought good feelings inside you. If everything went as planned, I find partial comfort knowing there's no more pain for you.
Send you love and warm thoughts.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Sorry I missed saying goodbye. I hope you are finally at peace. :heart: :hug: :heart: :hug: :heart: :hug:
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

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Jan 11, 2020
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I hope you found peace.
 
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Brackenshire

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Feb 23, 2020
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A beautiful place to depart from this world
 
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Weightoftheworld

Weightoftheworld

Let me burn.
Apr 19, 2020
258
What a beautiful place to depart.
I hope you found the peace you were searching for.
:heart:
 
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Saed

Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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Hey,my sweet friend
I guess you have met Emily Jane,now.

:heart:
 
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Dead beat dad

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Mar 5, 2019
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Farewell friend.
It looks like you have found your peace, and I hope this is everlasting and all of your pain is undone, your demons are tamed and your flowers uncut.
Deepest love and respect my friend.
Rest easy.

DBD
 
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Chronicillness

Chronicillness

Experienced
Jun 19, 2018
236
This is the most ethereal thread on this entire site IMO. OP's mannerisms and kindness, the picturesque and beautiful forests and landscape, the dog compassionately following him to his final place of rest and the best wishes from the members in this thread.

Contrast that to the extreme suffering some of us endure in life, the ridiculous over-exercising of willpower to just stay alive, the inhumane process of natural and premature aging, the evils of the world, hunger, financial insecurities, addictions, treatment-resistant mental illnesses, etc.

How can some people be so against this site and the autonomy of pro-choice after reading this thread (or a thread like this)?

Goodbye OP, rest in the embraces of love and peace.
 
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Saed

Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
580
With regards to Ace being found,I truly feel that it was his intention to lay forever in that idyllic location,and let the forest absorb him.
He'll be everywhere,in the grass and trees.

This is a song Ace sent me,two days before.
I'd never heard it before.
I am sharing it,so Ace can speak to us all.

 
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JAG_78

Getting ready
Feb 10, 2019
59
I don't know you at all but I wish you well. Wishing you peace.
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
I'm sorry I never got to say goodbye.

Sending you love and peace
 
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Vasilii

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Jul 13, 2020
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With regards to Ace being found,I truly feel that it was his intention to lay forever in that idyllic location,and let the forest absorb him.
He'll be everywhere,in the grass and trees.

This is a song Ace sent me,two days before.
I'd never heard it before.
I am sharing it,so Ace can speak to us all.



I absolutely love this song! This song speaks so many words. The first day i joined the SS forum, Ace's farewell message was the first post i saw and it really struck me to the core. I hope Ace found the peace and rest he deserves.
 
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