You're not alone. We're here with you. If not in person, at least in spirit. You are not alone.
You will be missed. You definitely are a pillar of SS . We're from the same freshman class of SS August 2019 . I see now you are graduating. I envy your courage. I remember a lot of others here from that time period @MeltingHeart, stan ,many others, woxihouni still here and remembers too . nostalgia and a time of self-discovery for me when i finally found my purpose here in this website where all other places had been not what i wanted. i hope everything goes how you want it to. That's an awesome plan .I think i'll use it as model for my own plan to ctb.Dear SS,
I just got off the bus and walking towards a forest, where I'll hopefully ctb.
I'd like to say a huge thanks to all the amazing people I've met here, this is the only place where I was able to be myself and not hide everything like in real life.
Things like cutting and similar self harm methods helped a bit, but it's just a short illusion, it doesn't fix anything. I'm 100% ready and have no regrets. I'm tired of life, everything it has to offer, but I really hope you won't have to turn my way to reach the peace you seek.
I wish you to recover and enjoy little things in life if you can. Regardless of the decision you make, I hope you all can find peace
My timezone is EEST and it's 15:07 now. I'll be following the Stan's guide.
03:00 - Fasting
12:30 - No drinking
15:00 - Take 600mg of Ibuprofen
15:15 Take 30mg of Metoclopramide
15:30 - Chew 4 tablets of Maalox
16:00 - Drink 20g SN in 50ml water (1 of 3)
Before SN - numb taste buds with toothpaste.
After SN - rinse mouth with water.
In case of vomiting - drink another mixture.
Because of certain cirmustances, I didn't drink longer than 2h before SN and fasted longer than 8h. I usually eat once / twice a day, so it should be fine.
Will try to document everything till the time of unconsciousness.
If I won't come back tomorrow, could you please ban me, @Hasssssuùuu?
Love you SS
You're not alone. You're loved ❤
Do you feel you are leaving?
Seeing as his 'Last seen active' was exactly at the time he posted his last message here and that he was apparently in a pretty remote place... my guess is that @x-Ace-x has indeed succeeded in his endeavour. May you rest in peace, darling.
I would love for someone to be able to officially confirm my ctb to the forum if and when it happens by giving my name and location to someone here who'd be willing to. That said, suicides are not often news that will be published on the internet and they don't always get an obituary either so... I'm not sure how anyone could confirm such things to the forum. Much less if people are able to really handle it. Being so close a witness to a suicide is not an easy thing.
It seems that way.
All the while,I was thinking,there's no way an ambulance could reach Ace in time,although I'd hoped to be wrong.Seeing as his 'Last seen active' was exactly at the time he posted his last message here and that he was apparently in a pretty remote place... my guess is that @x-Ace-x has indeed succeeded in his endeavour. May you rest in peace, darling.
