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Crushed_Innocence

Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
423
I have 6-8 hours left. I'm a little nervous. But I generally feel at peace. I am in a beautiful location. I will be on and off the thread for the following hours right up until it is time for me to board, then I will self ban. FINALLY, I made it to the departure platform. This is the right thing for me. You guys have no idea how much it means to me to have this community. The hardest thing I"ll do before I go is to send "him" my final message. Other than that, I am feeling okay except for a little anxiety in my belly, which is normal. It's the same feeling I get when I'm getting strapped into a roller coaster. I love you all. Open to comments....
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
:aw: Good luck and hope things go ok. Sorry for all the stuff u went through. Will be thinking about u. :heart::hug:
 
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Arrow

Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
769
are you sure you're ready to go? :(
 
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Tintypographer

Tintypographer

I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
Apr 29, 2020
471
I care and I feel a loss. I'm so sorry you came to this place. I will miss you.
 
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Winston

Winston

Member
May 7, 2020
61
The hardest thing I"ll do before I go is to send "him" my final message.
I pray the message goes to his heart, causes him to consider his hurtful ways. You will have made a difference in the world. Cheers, CI!
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
Good luck. Sad you have to leave us.
 
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noaccount

Enlightened
Oct 26, 2019
1,099
Hi I'm really sorry you really deserve better than this situation. :(
Also I do feel the need to warn that 'final message' could get people sent after you potentially...
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,428
I hope you find the peace you are looking for ❤️
 
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X-Kid

Member
Sep 20, 2019
34
I'll miss reading your posts and replies. God speed my friend. Make it safely.:hug::halo:
 
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Rockman

Rockman

Student
Feb 9, 2020
192
Wish you smooth journey.
 
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Lostandfound7

Lostandfound7

Just waiting....
Jan 21, 2020
996
I loooooooove u baby! I miss u sooooooo much already!! :heart:

I'm here if u need me♡♡♡♡
 
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PatheticRylee

Member
Mar 24, 2020
24
Im new around here and you probably don't know me, but I have followed your posts for a while, I wish you luck in finding peace, and you will be missed, goodbye love. ❤
 
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beyond_aquila_rift

beyond_aquila_rift

Student
May 11, 2020
103
Here for you, love. Wishing you nothing but peace ❤️
 
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Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
1,612
Hi crushed innocence, I'm right there with you . I wish you the best and I will join you soon. It comes a time when Certain peoples lives are just supposed to end. I am with you here. " your rain falls like crazy fingers Reaching from a rainbow, counting time. Life may be sweeter for this I don't know!!! Feels like it might be alright!!!
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,184
Wishing you the best and a peaceful journey. :heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Crushed_Innocence

Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
423
Hi crushed innocence, I'm right there with you . I wish you the best and I will join you soon. It comes a time when Certain peoples lives are just supposed to end. I am with you here. " your rain falls like crazy fingers Reaching from a rainbow, counting time. Life may be sweeter for this I don't know!!! Feels like it might be alright!!!
Thank you love.
 
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Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
1,612
How are you doing? Did you make it to your hotel?
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
Sending big hugs and wishing you a peaceful journey <3 If in that moment, you're not ready to go, don't feel like you have to. We're all here for you regardless and will support you no matter what. It's good that for the most part you feel at peace, but if you need to talk, don't hesitate to pm me if you need to chat. Always welcome!!
 
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Life sucks

Visionary
Apr 18, 2018
2,136
I love you and hope you peace and no suffering. Be careful
 
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Crushed_Innocence

Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
423
I keep having waves of feeling selfish & wrong. It hurts! :( I'm so angry I will never be able to see or speak to him again. The powerlessness is crushing. I want to sleeeeep. There will never be any justice for me besides this! I'm as s sick of myself as I am of the world.......
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,715
I am sorry that you have had a difficult life and that it has to end this way, but I am glad that you feel at peace with this decision. I hope that everything goes well for you until it's over and I hope you will be at peace afterwards. Good luck! :hug:
 
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Lostandfound7

Lostandfound7

Just waiting....
Jan 21, 2020
996
I keep having waves of feeling selfish & wrong. It hurts! :( I'm so angry I will never be able to see or speak to him again. The powerlessness is crushing. I want to sleeeeep. There will never be any justice for me besides this! I'm as s sick of myself as I am of the world.......
I'm sorry honey..Here for u♡
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
2,660
May it's light guide you to peace and comfort
1  s1xEoLUuWOl1S2XT5nChA
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Thank you for sharing your story with us over many detailed posts.

If you decide to proceed then I wish you a safe and peaceful journey on to a beautiful place of fulfilment.

And if you change your mind then you are ever welcome here.....

You are forever loved, and whatever you decide, it's going to be okay.....

:heart:
 
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Cya89

Cya89

Member
Jun 29, 2018
67
What's your method?
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
Sending peace and calm
 
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HorribleFeelings1

HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
321
I hope you find peace on whatever path you take crushed!! Much love!! I'll wave at you in line and wait to see you in the other side (: and trust me it is a roller coaster to go through
 
Lost_the_will2_live

Lost_the_will2_live

11:11
Feb 25, 2020
116
Sending you love and peace in your eternal sleep x
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
what time zone are you on.. it's late .
 

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