Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
ive just taken 20gms of 1.4 butanediol as far as im aware im the first person on here to ctb with this method i will try to keep you all updated with efects taken about 10 mins ago feeling light headed at he moment but chilled hope this works
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
I hope you find the peace you're looking for, hugs
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
Hope it works for you. Good luck
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Hope you find your peace.
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
Wow mad respect for being the first one to try this new method. I hope you feel little to no pain and succeed with this method.
May you find the peace your looking for.
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Shall you find your peace.
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
Update feel really really drunk light headed tried to stand up and couldn't effects are very similar to mdma and booze vision is quite burled still feeling good though no panic and no pain just feels like I'm of my face on some good drugs
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
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You are really brave. You deserve peace and a painless journey
 
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Didymus

Didymus

Clutching at invisible straws
Dec 11, 2018
348
Wish you good luck. Did you drink it with alcohol?
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2018
1,450
So glad you're feeling no pain, godspeed.
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
Wish you good luck. Did you drink it with alcohol?
Vodka and orange tango to mask the bitterness wasn't unpleasant at all just slightly bitter aftertaste
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
Update feel really really drunk light headed tried to stand up and couldn't effects are very similar to mdma and booze vision is quite burled still feeling good though no panic and no pain just feels like I'm of my face on some good drugs
Very interesting. Thanks for the update. The information you provide now will contribute immensely to this community.
 
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311

Dying cat
Nov 24, 2018
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I think you're suppose to take more than that.
 
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MistakesHappen

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Aug 29, 2018
615
You're a pioneer and I respect this, good luck mate, Safe travel <3
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
Please keep us updated. I wish you the best of luck!
 
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cap

Aporia
Oct 19, 2018
48
Peace.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
Have a peace.
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2018
1,450
Wow, this was so unexpected. Wish I had more of a chance to say goodbye. Sure hope it continued to be as pleasant and easy as he was describing.

Goodnight, toenditall.
 
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Kuba

Kuba

God still keeps me in life
Dec 4, 2018
28
Goodbye
We will see soon
 
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sif

sif

You deserve love
Dec 28, 2018
373
Wow mad respect for being the first one to try this new method. I hope you feel little to no pain and succeed with this method.
May you find the peace your looking for.
Second this, that's really brave
 
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Didymus

Didymus

Clutching at invisible straws
Dec 11, 2018
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nohoper

Member
Dec 2, 2018
64
best wishes and thanks for sharing hope it goes well.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Sleep well brave soul.
 
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Whatshername

Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
I hope you sleep well, wish you a painless journey.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Take care and may u find peace and no more suffering.
 
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Haze

Haze

Christian
Jan 1, 2019
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ReadyasEver

ReadyasEver

Elementalist
Dec 6, 2018
828
A good journey and a good rest my friend
 
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DeadlyLiving

DeadlyLiving

I can't fix it, is this where I give in?
Jan 1, 2019
152
Goodbye, may you find your peace
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
You're so brave, and your attempt will contribute to the wiki immensely. Judging by the lack of your recent posts, I'm hoping you found your peace.
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
Hope it works out for you. Good luck ❤️
 
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