Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
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Best wishes Toenditall hope you have a pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace.
 
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furax53

Student
Nov 13, 2018
191
good trip and find peace
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,805
best wishes hope it worked
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
Sorry guys still here just woke up I puked when I was out cold meto is defo recommended will try again tomorrow with meto and more 1.4b
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Sorry guys still here just woke up I puked when I was out cold meto is defo recommended will try again tomorrow with meto and more 1.4b

You are incredibly brave to be a guinea pig and try this out and come back and tell us about it xx thank you and I hope you feel ok
Hugs xx
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
You are incredibly brave to be a guinea pig and try this out and come back and tell us about it xx thank you and I hope you feel ok
Hugs xx
Thank you I'm Not going to lie I feel like complete crap at the moment been puking for the last 20 mins and so light lightheaded cant stand up at all stomach aches so much probably from puking
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2018
1,450
Thank you I'm Not going to lie I feel like complete crap at the moment been puking for the last 20 mins and so light lightheaded cant stand up at all stomach aches so much probably from puking

Oh man. Sorry you're so sick! Thought for sure you'd slipped away on us.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Thank you I'm Not going to lie I feel like complete crap at the moment been puking for the last 20 mins and so light lightheaded cant stand up at all stomach aches so much probably from puking

I'm so sorry for you :-( rest easy (with a bucket) and some water. I hope you can get some sleep to give your stomach a break xx
 
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I am ___________

I am ___________

Hated, Unloved by the world and everything in it.
Jan 3, 2019
134
Hope you are at peace, don't worry the journey won't be one that is alone.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
I hope you're feeling better soon, I'm sorry to hear that you're so sick from it. Sending you hugs!

Though as others have said you're incredibly brave to attempt a new method, I certainly wouldn't have the guts to, lol
 
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BellaKAT

BellaKAT

Student
May 20, 2018
171
Thank you I'm Not going to lie I feel like complete crap at the moment been puking for the last 20 mins and so light lightheaded cant stand up at all stomach aches so much probably from puking
if you're getting worse and need to get to the hospital / call authorities pls do so. you can just say you were out last night and took some drugs. wouldn't want you to end up with any damage.
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
I can deal with being ill that's not a problem just pissed I woke up yet again

Will be trying again tomorrow this time with meto and 60grams of 1.4b
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
if you're getting worse and need to get to the hospital / call authorities pls do so. you can just say you were out last night and took some drugs. wouldn't want you to end up with any damage.
No way am I going to hospital or calling anyone I'm trying again tomorrow anyway do damage won't matter
 
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BellaKAT

BellaKAT

Student
May 20, 2018
171
No way am I going to hospital or calling anyone I'm trying again tomorrow anyway do damage won't matter
didn't realize you had the meto, wish you the best. hope you feel better for tomorrow. thanks for sharing your experience. <3
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
Need to be careful with this method. The common cause of death with a ghb overdose is aspirating on your own vomit.
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
didn't realize you had the meto, wish you the best. hope you feel better for tomorrow. thanks for sharing your experience. <3
Yep thought I'd try without it first as people were unsure if it was needed I want to help as many people as possible and if I'm going to die anyway I don't mind going though a bit more pain and suffering
 
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GerMann

GerMann

year of birth: 1972
Nov 30, 2018
274
I hope you have no serious pain. Rectal I would try because I have cron. problems with vomitting acid from the stomage.
 
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Darrenloses

Darrenloses

Student
Nov 27, 2018
105
this thread reminds me how resilient the human body is
 
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About_to_Go

About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
I can deal with being ill that's not a problem just pissed I woke up yet again

Will be trying again tomorrow this time with meto and 60grams of 1.4b
Thank you for your bravery in being the first to try this method.

How are you planning to take your meto (stat dose or regime) and how much? Also, how much of the B you taking by volume?
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
Thank you for your bravery in being the first to try this method.

How are you planning to take your meto (stat dose or regime) and how much? Also, how much are you taking by volume?
Just doing 30mg stat dose don't know by voloume but I'm around 67kg
 
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About_to_Go

About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
I wrote that poorly. I meant how much of the 1,4 Butanediol are you taking by volume? I see that you have given the amount in grams, I don't know the conversion.
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
I wrote that poorly. I meant how much of the 1,4 Butanediol are you taking by volume? I see that you have given the amount in grams, I don't know the conversion.
Sorry I'm not quite with it at the moment lol As far as I'm aware 1gram = 1mil of 1.4b Witch converts to 1gram or 1ml of ghb
 
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Othermind

Othermind

Specialist
Dec 26, 2018
301
Major props for experimenting on yourself, I'm sure this knowledge will help others in the future.
Hope all goes well tomorrow, and may you find peace.
 
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About_to_Go

About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
Sorry I'm not quite with it at the moment lol As far as I'm aware 1gram = 1mil of 1.4b Witch converts to 1gram or 1ml of ghb
Thank you. I hope you find peace tomorrow with 60 mL, I have that amount on the way to me as well. Thanks again for being the first of us to do this.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Best of luck! Sorry I saw it late...it wasn't effective?
Peace!
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Hope your body hasn't built up tolerance to it for the next attempt
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
Hope your body hasn't built up tolerance to it for the next attempt
I might just take all 280ml I have left just in case
 
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Jadon91

Member
Nov 20, 2018
75
You were really brave for try ctb with this method. We know with certainty that 20 ml is not enough to die. Unfortunately, we do not know what the lethal dose is and if it exists.
 
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