ReadyasEver
Elementalist
- Dec 6, 2018
- 828
Sorry to hear of your pain. Rest up a bit, get your head a little clearer. You're a brave person, best wishes to you.
I hope you'll recover, thanks for sharing with us.
Can i ask you how do you feel emotionally?
Toenditall
im already dead just need to kill the body
- Nov 10, 2018
- 225
It was such a weird experience but peaceful I was just lying in bed the whole time and was out cold within 30 mins can't be leave you can just buy this stuff on eBay
cu1len
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- Jan 3, 2019
- 86
You are so brave to be trying one of the first to try this method!! Personally I am looking into poisonous plants such as hemlock and sorts and knowing that there are others who are experimenting with different tactics is relieving! Best of luck to you!
Toenditall
im already dead just need to kill the body
- Nov 10, 2018
- 225
I still want to ctb but I don't feel any change emotionally or mentally from before I took it
Okay, i didn't mean the drug. I'm just saying that trying to ctb and fail is not a nice experience, just asking if feel okay in that aspect. Good rest
Did you do 60ml or 100ml?
Toenditall
im already dead just need to kill the body
- Nov 10, 2018
- 225
I'm use to failing by now this is my 7th attempt in 10 years and thank you I feel ok
Sorry to hear that it has been so hard to fulfill your choice, hope you'll find what you wish for.
Didymus
Clutching at invisible straws
- Dec 11, 2018
- 348
Purgatory
Oracle
- Mar 21, 2018
- 142
I hope you are doing as well as can be. Thank you for posting your results. It is awesome of you to document the effects of a method that is new to us!
May you go in peace, our friend. And know those who may follow, thank you for your endeavor to enlighten us.
May you go in peace, our friend. And know those who may follow, thank you for your endeavor to enlighten us.
Toenditall
im already dead just need to kill the body
- Nov 10, 2018
- 225
About 2 d
about 2 doubles
Made4TV
A hopeless hope junkie
- Sep 17, 2018
- 574
How much did you take in ounces? That's what I'm having a hard time doing the math on. I bought 2 oz from amazon.
BlackDragonof1989
Mage
- Jul 12, 2018
- 526
onegoodreason
"She went down swinging" Tom Petty
- Dec 28, 2018
- 115
Thank you so much for your bravery and sharing your experience with us.
I have no idea what the drug is that you're taking, will have to check that out, unless anyone here could fill me in with details about it. Won't bother you with that, toenditall, I know you're otherwise engaged. But I like the idea that it feels like mdma, have done that several times and Love it, except for the coming down part. Sounds like you needed a larger dose, but what is the meto you mentioned - again, someone else could fill me in.
Wishing you the very best for your journey Home, sweet soul. Rest easy in Peace.
I have no idea what the drug is that you're taking, will have to check that out, unless anyone here could fill me in with details about it. Won't bother you with that, toenditall, I know you're otherwise engaged. But I like the idea that it feels like mdma, have done that several times and Love it, except for the coming down part. Sounds like you needed a larger dose, but what is the meto you mentioned - again, someone else could fill me in.
Wishing you the very best for your journey Home, sweet soul. Rest easy in Peace.
gingerplum
Enlightened
- Nov 5, 2018
- 1,450
I'm really sorry about what happened yesterday. I'm sure you were disappointed, and I hope you're at least physically feeling better.
I'm hoping you can share some information in order to compile data for this relatively uncharted method. I'd really be indebted if you could answer some questions about your experience.
Where did you order your 1,4? The German seller on eBay?
You stated you ingested 20 gm. I want to confirm this was definitely grams, not milligrams, and ask you what that was based on, ie, how you converted the liquid dose to grams, and how much liquid you drank. (Sorry, I went back to re-read and see that you used 1 mL = 1 gm, so you drank 20 mL?)
Aside from the vodka, was your stomach empty? For how many hours?
I also want to confirm (I believe) about 4 shots of vodka. Do you have a tolerance to alcohol? I want to clarify this, because 4 shots would make the average teetotaler sick, and I wonder if that's the cause of your nausea & vomiting.
Approximately how long before you lost consciousness? I'm guessing around 30 min based on your messaging.
Approximately how long were you out? Another member stated she took about 1/2 tsp and was out cold for 11 solid hours, so I was amazed to see you alert and online in a much shorter time frame after a much bigger dose.
How did you feel when you woke up, and how long were you sick for? Did you vomit while unconscious at all? Did the nausea/vomiting wake you up?
Finally, how are you feeling now?
I know this is an awful lot to ask, especially in aftermath of such an emotionally and physically draining event, but any information you could share would really be an asset to the resources on this forum.
I'm hoping you can share some information in order to compile data for this relatively uncharted method. I'd really be indebted if you could answer some questions about your experience.
Where did you order your 1,4? The German seller on eBay?
You stated you ingested 20 gm. I want to confirm this was definitely grams, not milligrams, and ask you what that was based on, ie, how you converted the liquid dose to grams, and how much liquid you drank. (Sorry, I went back to re-read and see that you used 1 mL = 1 gm, so you drank 20 mL?)
Aside from the vodka, was your stomach empty? For how many hours?
I also want to confirm (I believe) about 4 shots of vodka. Do you have a tolerance to alcohol? I want to clarify this, because 4 shots would make the average teetotaler sick, and I wonder if that's the cause of your nausea & vomiting.
Approximately how long before you lost consciousness? I'm guessing around 30 min based on your messaging.
Approximately how long were you out? Another member stated she took about 1/2 tsp and was out cold for 11 solid hours, so I was amazed to see you alert and online in a much shorter time frame after a much bigger dose.
How did you feel when you woke up, and how long were you sick for? Did you vomit while unconscious at all? Did the nausea/vomiting wake you up?
Finally, how are you feeling now?
I know this is an awful lot to ask, especially in aftermath of such an emotionally and physically draining event, but any information you could share would really be an asset to the resources on this forum.
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DetachedDreamer97
Enlightened
- Mar 17, 2018
- 1,402
As a tip based on today's research, L-Theanine has been said to help with the unpleasant side effects of 1, 4 BDO.
https://drugs-forum.com/threads/bdo-and-theanine.256708/
https://drugs-forum.com/threads/bdo-and-theanine.256708/
gingerplum
Enlightened
- Nov 5, 2018
- 1,450
Wow. May it never be said that recreational drug users are anything less than extremely canny and resourceful. That's impressive!
What else have you uncovered in your research?
Toenditall
im already dead just need to kill the body
- Nov 10, 2018
- 225
Yes ordered from the German seller on ebay
I weighed out 20 grams in a cup on a set of scales
Yes I fasted for around 6 hours
Was out in around 20-30 mins
And was out for 4-5 hours I have an incredibly fast metasebium (can't spell sorry) and ended up puking while out cold so the time I was out was probably due to those
Didn't feel to bad kind of like a hangover but still kind of drunk and I'm still puking now tried to eat can't keep anything down
And feel like crap body aches like hell I've got the worse headache ever I'm still vomiting and keep having memory loss I've been awake since 8.30pm ish (it's 8.40am where I am) so 12 hours awake but can only remember an hour or so of it
gingerplum
Enlightened
- Nov 5, 2018
- 1,450
THANK YOU. I really hope you'll give yourself some time to feel better and maybe take meto for a day or two before you try again.
Maybe even stick around for awhile. You were missed when we thought we'd lost you *hugs*
GerMann
year of birth: 1972
- Nov 30, 2018
- 274
"...the worse headache ever..." that sounds very bad with one night without sleep
seekingoblivion
Arcanist
- Dec 11, 2018
- 454
You've got some balls on you, Toe. Good luck with your next attempt. Though I wish you'd stick around.
DetachedDreamer97
Enlightened
- Mar 17, 2018
- 1,402
Toenditall
im already dead just need to kill the body
- Nov 10, 2018
- 225
Quick update I feel completly fine now had a shitty few hours but I'm all ok and ready for my next attempt but still haven't been to sleep since I woke up after passing out don't know how many hours it's been don't even feel tired next attempt will be at some point today Tuesday 8th not sure on what time but I'm ready to go again fuck I hope this works seems to be a very peaceful method
ReadyasEver
Elementalist
- Dec 6, 2018
- 828
Rest up, get refreshed and clarity. Peace in your journey my friend.
Itstimeforpeace
Member
- Dec 20, 2018
- 24
I have an experience with 1,4b that I'd like to share. I hope it's ok to post here.First, let me say that last week I received 8oz of 1,4b. I had tried a 1/2 teaspoon and it put me right to sleep about 30 minutes after I took it. Well, Friday I had an awful day and I either wanted a great nights sleep or I didn't want to wake up the next day. I didn't really care which one came. So I took a tablespoon of 1,4b, About a cup of V8 juice and 2 shots of vodka and mixed it together. I drank it down in about 5 minutes.
I headed upstairs to go to bed. I felt fine at this point. About 30 to 40 minutes later I started feeling so sick. I went to the bathroom and started puking my guts out. At this point I'm very dizzy and can hardly stand up. I did manage to get to my sink to get a drink. I only remember bits and pieces of the next little bit. I must have fallen although I don't remember doing it. I remember being on the floor continuing to throw up on the floor between my legs. I finally was able to get up again. Splash some water on my face to wash it off a little bit. I go back to bed using the walls to help me stay upright. It really felt like I was drunk. Anyway I made it to bed and the next thing I remember was waking up in my bed flat on my back. I had went to bed in my puked on clothes and hair. It was so gross. I had eaten prior to taking the 1,4b and I did not take any antiemetics.
A couple of things- 1. I'm surprised I didn't either pass out in the bathroom and die puking or that I didn't puke anymore after I passed out in my bed. I'm sure I would have choked on it. 2. The amount I took was significant but not near enough. 3. Next time I'll take a whole lot more with antiemetics and I will fast. 4. I realized when I woke up what death will be like. The blackness and nothing. Like you won't even know your dying. It's a calmness .... I really want to get back to that feeling.
Here's my pictures of my wonderful fall.
Didymus
Clutching at invisible straws
- Dec 11, 2018
- 348
Thanks for the information, it's very useful.
Although I will follow recommended regimen, I'm bothered with puking whether I use SN or 1.4B
Thank you for sharing and adding to the knowledge, maybe these experiences should be added to the 1.4 megathread so they are seen more.
Didymus
Clutching at invisible straws
- Dec 11, 2018
- 348
Toenditall
im already dead just need to kill the body
- Nov 10, 2018
- 225
Damn didn't think it was that long memory is still I bit fucked
Also taken 30mg of Neto about 45 mins ago going to wait another 30 mins to be sure then I'll drink my 1.4b can feel the si kicking in though so going to drink some jd and coke (my favourite drink) to clam me down a bit I know this is for the best my life has been going down hill since my dad died last year he's the only reason I lasted this long
Thank you everybody if I don't make the other side I'll be back on here as soon as possible I'm going to miss you all
See you on the other side
James
