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plzoffme

plzoffme

Banned Scammer
Jun 30, 2025
102
Hey Guys,

So I planned to CTB on 9-19-2025, but I can't wait any longer. I want to say thank you to everyone who commented on my post, showed me loved, and was kind in general.
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CTB Method: Isotonitazene (Powerful opiate) - I plan on swallowing most of it that I have put in capsules, snorting the rest.
Reasons: To be honest its been a long battle with depression, BPD. and the world in general.
Age: 25
Location: At home in my bedroom. Was going to get a hotel room, but I want to feel comfortable in my final moments.
Music ill have playing: Dreamer - Ozzy
CTB Date: 9-14-2025

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I will miss this forum dearly. I want to say thank you to the mods and founder of this beautiful site... But, I look forward to whatever comes next after this existence.
Goodbye everyone, Ill miss you :heart:

PS: If I do not update this thread within 24 hours, then I have passed peacefully.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,173
Thanks for your kind words. I wish you peace now. I'll pray for your soul and I hope you'll have a good place in heaven 🕊️
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
506
I'm so sorry that life brought you to this point. I hope you find peace.
 
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nool

nool

He who has not tasted grapes says sour
Aug 17, 2025
117
Hope you find peace🫂
 
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somebodyfromeast

somebodyfromeast

Member
Sep 1, 2025
37
Thanks you for all respect what you show on forum
Hope, your method shows respect to you and takes you carefully and peaceful
❤️
 
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Kitsuné_

Kitsuné_

Student
Sep 8, 2025
173
I hope everything develops as planned.

Find rest 🫂
 
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Firefly.Forest

Firefly.Forest

Student
Aug 28, 2025
181
All the best to you and I wish you a peaceful journey. Thank you for all you have shared.
Take care
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
685
Good luck man, hope you find peace.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
925
I'm so sorry it has come to this. Peace be with you❤️
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
Peace ☮️
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
475
I am going to be honest with you. Yes, I want you to find the peace you deserve but I am sad that you are exiting this life. You've been an important part for many people on this forum. You've offered insight and kind words and truth. You were one of the first people that I responded to my first few posts. I was struggling and you offered me kindness with your words and made me feel less alienated and alone.

In so many ways, you matter. You fucking matter.

I'm not naive. I know that I am on a website that's focused on suicide but your existence means something and you won't know the gift you are in the lives of the people who suffer along with you. But, only you know what is best for you and all I can do is hope that you've read this message before you make your final, irreversible choice.
 
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MissAbyss

Member
Jul 20, 2025
585
💫 May you find eternal peace 💫
 
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DTA

DTA

Desperado
May 3, 2025
100
May you find peace, friend.
 
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ava_sparkle

Member
Jul 17, 2025
25
Good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,825
See ya~ I wish you the best~ :) I hope you feel nicer and comfy there~ :) I'm sorry this world was so harsh to you that you even wanted to leave it early~ :( I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :)
 
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hellocana

Member
Aug 10, 2025
31
Wish you the best may you rest peacefully
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
910
I really hope you get the results you are planning for. I hope today brings you the peace you need. I wish you safe travels 🥰 Best wishes to you!
 
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2muchpain2

2muchpain2

Experienced
Feb 27, 2025
255
hope it all works out and you have a peaceful journey. Thank you for being a cool person that answered my questions and tried to help me out. Even saying you and I could do it together if I could get the stuff, which I could not. **cry**
 
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otium

otium

looking for the peace i crave
Aug 10, 2025
54
Wishing you peace, safe travels.
 
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magnolia_3

Member
May 19, 2025
7
I hope u find peace
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,644
Good luck to you on your journey to find the peace. I hope you succeed.
 
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Blahaj

Blahaj

Member
Jan 2, 2025
24
You'll be missed, but I hope you find peace. <3
 
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cciro

cciro

girl (in development)
May 16, 2025
56
Goodbye. Rest well.
 
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iamnotadinosaur:(

iamnotadinosaur:(

lost
Aug 19, 2025
61
Hope you find peace <3
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
217
May you find the peace you deserve.

I hope it goes smoothly.
 
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Grimlock

Grimlock

21st Century Subpar Man
Aug 7, 2025
99
Good song choice. Hope it all works out for you.

Farewell stranger.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
702
I'm sorry your life has come to this point. I hope you find your peace 🫂
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,366
love and peace to you my friend ❤️🕊️
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,824
Wishing you all the best, love and peace on your journey.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,361
I hope you find peace. Good luck!
 
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