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He said you were lying about the forum? Were you lying yes or no? If not how do you know he is the same person?
Save his life from what? He will die someday probaly a worse death. He doesn't get to decide when he dies by his standards, you decide when he dies by your standards?
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Maybe for some it is but for others it isn't I personally don't particularly want to live anymore but that is my choice and that's what it's about choice
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Maybe for some it is but for others it isn't I personally don't particularly want to live anymore but that is my choice and that's what it's about choice
I have my N ready. I would have did it today but i didn't have the energy to get out and go to my location. Anyway, the pressure is on. My aunts and uncles came over this weekend and went out of their way to tell my parents that they should pack my bags for me (in other words kick me out). Dad said i"ll have to starve in the future if i dont figure something out. Mom said i had no class despite me giving them most of my disability check each month. My futures not looking too good and parents are more static than i originally thought.
I"ll probably be homeless in the future if i don't do this. I have no savings and my ankles look like they're going to snap any day now because of my disability. If that happens i might lose my ability to walk and ctb. My N has been out for a while now so the clock is ticking. I'm getting pressure from all sides here..its overwhelming. If i fail tommorow i will be back for sure. Lets hope that i don't.
I personally think making a life and death descion when you are overwhealmed by emotion is a bad call but it's not my call or descion to make. (Unless you wanted to be overun by emotion becuase it makes it easier to ctb in which case good luck) Have you tried confronting your parents? Your homlessness has a solution hard though and sucky it may be. Best of luck on whatever you decide.
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Maybe for some it is but for others it isn't I personally don't particularly want to live anymore but that is my choice and that's what it's about choice
Yea the idea that life by default is always worth living comes from monotheism-particually a weird interpertaion of christianity that the church ran with. It's very bizzare that people call you deluded/irrational for thinking life is not worth living, but don't even have a consitent position and have not even thought through their own position. It's usually more of a position based on culture factors, proganda and stigma. For instance they claim suicide is never an option(but they would usually think suicide is an option if you went through diffrent scenerios they just draw the bar diffrently) More inportantly it would be on the person claiming life is always worth living to proof life is always worth living espically since they are trying push their usually not well thought out propoganda onto you, its not on you to defend your reasons for suicide at all.
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I personally think making a life and death descion when you are overwhealmed by emotion is a bad call but it's not my call or descion to make. (Unless you wanted to be overun by emotion becuase it makes it easier to ctb in which case good luck) Have you tried confronting your parents? Your homlessness has a solution hard though and sucky it may be. Best of luck on whatever you decide.
Malice, just wanted to chime in here after the attempted derail. If you're still reading this thread, have peace brother, whatever your choice is. I've read many of your posts and respect you.
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Malice, just wanted to chime in here after the attempted derail. If you're still reading this thread, have peace brother, whatever your choice is. I've read many of your posts and respect you.
Thank you. Its going to be hard to do but this time will be different. I'm really going to try my hardest to get through this. I've tried two times before with the nembutal method. So i know what to expect. My N has been out for a while now so its now or never.
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Thank you. Its going to be hard to do but this time will be different. I'm really going to try my hardest to get through this. I've tried two times before with the nembutal method. So i know what to expect. My N has been out for a while now so its now or never.
@Malice1
I read some of your posts. And I could relate.
I know it must be a very dificult time for you.
Sorry that you are going through all this.
I don't want to kill myself but I feel like I have to, and I'm feeling pressured to do it.
I been fighting to try and improve my situation, but I feel trapped with no solution in sight.
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Wow, I'm just catching up here, that Vincent guy was a douche. @Malice1 I'm sorry about your situation. I wish you a good bus trip and hope you find peace.
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Hmm, well. I hope you don't mind me saying so, but color me green with envy. A pitiful thing like me can only dream of ever being able to accomplish the same thing, shackled to my cowardice as I am. Regardless, I sincerely hope you succeed. It certainly beats rotting away in this cesspool universe, but you know. Whatever.
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I am so overwhelmed by all of the good luck and find peace replies..they are so kind. Not the usual don't do it and such.
We need to understand that suicide is an option, and of course go towards a life where a person doesn't have to take their own life..but physically restraining a person from dying isn't help at all, worse if anything.
I wish you good luck, find whatever peace you need.
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I wonder if Malice took the N.
Man this is freaking me out.
There is no easy way to look at this.
I'm having a breakdown.
Is he better off dead or is he better off alive?
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I wonder if Malice took the N.
Man this is freaking me out.
There is no easy way to look at this.
I'm having a breakdown.
Is he better off dead or is he better off alive?
He's better off having the chance to choose.
Whatever he might be doing right now, if he's doing anything at all, I hope Malice found the peace he deserves.
He's better off having the chance to choose.
Whatever he might be doing right now, if he's doing anything at all, I hope Malice found the peace he deserves.
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