My birthday is soon so I figure its best that I do it then. I was planning on spending my birthday with freinds but they all flaked on me. I'm sure it will be a fun day anyways i have many things planned but one of my biggest fears for after I died was that it would ruin parts of the year for my family. But if I do it on my birthday then only 1 part of the year will have to be sad for them. It feels like every day just blows major ass, my life is going no where and im stuck in a future in a career path that goes against my morals. I look at the evil in the world and I get so mad and shit and I realize i cant do anything about it. Most of all I really just want a freind or someone I can talk to. I'm sure you guys know when there's some annoying dude talking to you but you dont tell him to fuck off because you dont want to be rude, I know that is me. I dont want to do it, but I know I have to.
Thanks for reading.
Thanks for reading.
