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somiseriously

somiseriously

Sol Invictus
Apr 28, 2026
19
I don't know why I'm depressed i had a breakdown in uni today and I really can't go back I've attempted multiple times and I'm not sure what's lacking in my life i have multiple mental illnesses but I have a loving family so what's wrong with me? Anyways I'll try stabbing my carotid arteries today and if that doesn't work I'll look for a plan two or od again(doubt this will work) i would jump off a building but I've heard cases where people survived jumping off a cliff so don't wanna risk surviving, being alive and disabled
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Sleepless Zombie
Mar 31, 2025
787
Thats not something you should try. I hope you reconsider.
 
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hughmun9

hughmun9

Member
Feb 22, 2023
22
Stabbing your carotid arteries could easily lead to being alive and disabled and in pain.
 
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Secro

Secro

Life is a bitch.
Jul 6, 2026
26
Try to find out a little more; death isn't going anywhere, better to prepare thoroughly than to fail.
 
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dirkw83

Student
Mar 4, 2026
150
You are rambling, I don't think you are in the right state of mind to make big decisions like this right now.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,829
I am sorry that you are feeling so bad,
however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
277
If you want to die deffinitely find a different method. Cutting your neck might result in permanent pain or disability, or both. I understand the urge to stab yourself in neck, I was also thinking about it. But it really is a horrible idea. Rope, sn or gun are the ways to go.
 
dianxia

dianxia

Member
Aug 2, 2021
12
Darling that doesn't sound like a good plan, this forum has info on plenty of safer, more effective and less painful methods
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,487

It's listed as a non-method that should not be attempted.
 
DignifiedGrave

DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
16
If you insist on stabbing theres better arties and and methods. Legs. But what everyone else is saying. You should stop and research multiple methods abd way them all but also consider your relationship to life first before decoding for certain on any actions they may necessarily injure you without death.
 
somiseriously

somiseriously

Sol Invictus
Apr 28, 2026
19
If you want to die deffinitely find a different method. Cutting your neck might result in permanent pain or disability, or both. I understand the urge to stab yourself in neck, I was also thinking about it. But it really is a horrible idea. Rope, sn or gun are the ways to go.
I bought sn before but before I could use it my family threw it down the drain and they monitor my purchases and location and they won't let me live alone in the future either I tried hanging multiple times but there's no spot to do fsh in my home so I tried psh and failed multiple times at this point I know od doesn't work unless u have fent I dont know how to get that and I would jump but people have survived from cliffs at this point what option do I have other than stabbing and stabbing again until I die
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
277
I bought sn before but before I could use it my family threw it down the drain and they monitor my purchases and location and they won't let me live alone in the future either I tried hanging multiple times but there's no spot to do fsh in my home so I tried psh and failed multiple times at this point I know od doesn't work unless u have fent I dont know how to get that and I would jump but people have survived from cliffs at this point what option do I have other than stabbing and stabbing again until I die
Please don't do it. You will just end up worse off than you are now.
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
342
Jumping is far more lethal than stabbing or OD lol
 
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Bitter Almonds

Student
Jan 16, 2026
101
I bought sn before but before I could use it my family threw it down the drain and they monitor my purchases and location and they won't let me live alone in the future either I tried hanging multiple times but there's no spot to do fsh in my home so I tried psh and failed multiple times at this point I know od doesn't work unless u have fent I dont know how to get that and I would jump but people have survived from cliffs at this point what option do I have other than stabbing and stabbing again until I die
How are they going to stop you from living alone? you're an adult. shut off tracking.
 
ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
They dont let me have a bank account that's how

Will the 4th floor work? Also why are u still alive
I did fell from third floor and i am still functioning at 90% my brain still function and completely healthy i didn't have any issues to my body except sometimes i feel I have painful twinges between my knee and thigh and I had an operation between my elbow and arm to insert a prosthesis BUT this was why i did hurt myself in the hospital bed while i was dreaming in Pharmalogically Coma.