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winter.

winter.

Yall Cuties ā¤ļø
Feb 23, 2026
55
I finally have a DH source (sadly not SN) for 200mg of morphine slow release capsules would this work and be somewhat peaceful? I was thinking of mixing with a high ABV spirit taking 5.

I've made my mind up, it's better off I'm dead, I'm done with my friends only using my body for sex and when I say no i get ghosted and alone, family abuse, can't stick to a job due to neurodivergent disabilities and chronic pain.. I'll never be normal so I'm done.

The UK doctors don't seem to care and are negligent in the matter, they won't prescribe me any painkiller, yet my liver is on the way out.
 
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wannabeangel

wannabeangel

ź’°įƒ Missing Wings ą»’ź’±
Mar 14, 2026
297
im not too sure how reliable ODs like this are i would have to look into the LD50 of morphine and compare it to your weight + if you do or do not have a opioid tolerance already. but since you mentioned it's slow release pills, for it to work fast enough you'll want to crush them so they are then instant release, i would get a pill crusher then mix it into some juice to help with the taste. im not sure if grapefruit juice would also help in this situation i dont remember off the top of my head. mixing with alcohol i think should help tho, but i would make sure to research extra beforehand
 
winter.

winter.

Yall Cuties ā¤ļø
Feb 23, 2026
55
im not too sure how reliable ODs like this are i would have to look into the LD50 of morphine and compare it to your weight + if you do or do not have a opioid tolerance already. but since you mentioned it's slow release pills, for it to work fast enough you'll want to crush them so they are then instant release, i would get a pill crusher then mix it into some juice to help with the taste. im not sure if grapefruit juice would also help in this situation i dont remember off the top of my head. mixing with alcohol i think should help tho, but i would make sure to research extra beforehand
Me neither, I'm unsure if your aware of beta blockers, it looks like them so can be easily crushed, I've been clean from opioids for a few months now.
 

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