Method New Method | The "Heath Ledger"

[mekhi]

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[mekhi]

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[fitoo5999]

H

did anyone rescue you that made your cbt fail?

Look like it actually,

I would not take Opioids orally. Add 0,5€ to the cost and get a 5-10ml syringe, a needle and cigarette filters. Crush the pills on a spoon, add water and filter with a syringe through that cigarette filter. It will hit 5 times harder and there's no risk of vomiting everything. Bonus if you can get non-pasteurizer grapefruit juice. It will stop the liver from metabolizing opioids. This juice made me high for over 40h back in the day.

Just a fair warning. Such IV could be deadly on its own without a tolerance and other listed drugs. Also please don't test your opioids. You'll just end up addicted for life.

Everyone is not able to do IV. I guess it's not easy.

 

[Theresnoescape]

This method assumes that you are Opioid Naive. Meaning you haven't had any opioids in roughly 120 days.
I outline this method from the perspective of a german. If you are in the US you might be able to get the exact drugs that Heath Ledger took to die

I AM NOT A LICENSED MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL! EVERYTHING I WRITE HERE IS FROM MY OWN RESEARCH. IT MIGHT BE WRONG.
I DO NOT ADVISE YOU TO TAKE THIS METHOD IN ANY WAY. THIS IS ONLY FOR EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES AND TO SATISFY MY OWN URGE TO RESEARCH INTO NICHE THINGS.

Alright everyone!
Time to get a "new" method out there.
I put that in quotation marks as it technically is "just" an OD but with extremely potent synergistic effects that are basically guaranteed to be a peaceful and quick way out if you are Opioid Naive.

Motivation:
I came up with this after I was severely disappointed that next to the 5-Drug Mix DDMAPH (which is almost impossible to do. Check my post out here regarding that: Cost breakdown & Accessability) there was no true peaceful way out except the mythical Nembutal that nobody of us can even dream of owning.
This here now are my results after researching for over a week what each drug would do in synergy with others and how lethal it would really be.

View attachment 201568

Spoiler: Who is "Heath Ledger"?

Heath Ledger was a very talented actor and is most known for his role as "The Joker" in the also amazing movie "The Dark Knight (2008)".

He was also regrettably an addict and died of an accidental overdose in 2008.
Considering his very promising career and not so bleak outlook of life it is very regrettable how he died.

May he rest in peace.

First it is important to outline what drugs he even took to die. So let's count them:
- OxyCodone
- Hydrocodone
- Diazepam (Valium)
- Temazepam
- Alprazolam (Xanax)
- Doxylamine

Spoiler: Breakdown of each drug

OxyCodone

A very potent opioid used to treat severe to very severe chronic pain.

Hydrocodone

Probably best known to many as the drug that Dr.House always wanted to get: Vicodin.
Also pretty potent opioid. Not as potent as OxyCodone but still very mighty.

Diazepam

Strong benzodiazepine that is being used to treat severe anxiety and also used for alcohol withdrawal syndromes and at times as an emergency med to treat seizures.

Temazepam

Benzodiazepine that is being used for treating severe insomnia and difficulty sleeping through the night.

Alprazolam

Very strong calming agent that kicks in very fast and is used to treat severe panic attacks.

Doxylamine

The only OTC medication from the drugs he took.
A very strongly sedating sleep medication being used to treat short term sleeping issues.
Even though it is an OTC medication it has a very high addiction rate and should only be used in a controlled setting if you do not want to die from it

Now. The doctors were not willing to give out the dosage except to the one closest to him.
We can assume, though, that he never took those drugs with the intent to die.
Therefore, the dosages will most definitely be in a "safe" area. Safe as in being safe when consumed alone.
But the dosage is not of relevancy to us as we will take way more than what he has taken, offering a very quick and even euphoric way out.

Now, while most of the drugs are remarkably easy to acquire on any of the credible darknet markets, we in Germany have the slight issue that Vicodin is not approved here and Temazepam is not being sold (at this point in time) by any of the vendors for whatever reason.
So here are the replacement drugs:

Hydrocodone -> Morphine 200mg

Vicodin has the nasty side effect of containing Acetaminophen which goes HARD on the Liver. So maybe even if you can access Vicodin you might still want to consider just using plain morphine.
1g of Morphine alone should already be enough for Opioid Naive people to overdose on with a high guarantee.


Temazepam -> Zolpidem 10mg

Both attach to GABA Receptors but Zolpidem is more precise in that. While Temazepam basically just "shotgun approaches" those receptors and therefore is able to also relief muscle tension and some other things. This drug is sadly not as potent as Temazepam when used as a synergy drug, but has the neat benefit of aiding you in the acute knockout after consuming the drug cocktail. The other drugs should be more than enough to make your brain "forget to breathe", though. The risk of not overdosing is therefore neglectable. Zolpidem might even be a bit more favorable as you want to pass out as quickly as possible.

Overview of the required Drugs

Here is the entire table of drugs you should acquire for a peaceful exit out: (Please keep in mind that this is exclusively for the german folks. Prices and availability may differ in your country but should usually be just as obtainable)

Drug Name	Dosage	Amount	Cost	Where to source	How much does purebliss have	Personal Anecdotes
OxyCodone	80mg	2	20 Euro per pill	DH	98	1. BE CAREFUL TO PICK THE ONES WITH OC ON THE PILL. The OP ones are crush resistant and can therefore not be used properly with this. It might still work in slow release, but the risk is on you 2. Why so many? My plug was apparently high on his own supply... I ordered 3 pills for 20 euro each, and he gave me 98 pills.......... I do not want those drugs here. I am not a criminal, I am just suicidal. I have almost 2K worth of pills in my hands here that I do not want. You can even see on the image that he wanted to give me 3 pills, cut and ready and then went absolutely insane for whatever reason. If he messages me I will dead drop that excess supply back to him... 3. MundiPharma is a known corrupt pharmaceutical company with shady business practices. Shipments "disappear" at random and therefore those pills might be legit. BUT there are reported cases of fake MundiPharma OxyCodone 80mg pills from Poland that contain Nitazenes. No matter what it is, though: It helps in our method
Morphine	200mg	5	20 Euro per pill	DH	10
Diazepam	10mg	6	15 Euro per Blister containing 15 pills	DH	10
Zolpidem	10mg	10	20 Euro for 20 Pills	DH	20	Careful! Can cause hallucinations if you intend to take it recreationally
Flualprazolam	2mg	~15 (10 for the drink, rest to calm your nerves)	35 Euro for 25 Pills	DH	25	Flualprazolam instead of Alprazolam as its 2-4 times stronger and more sedating. (Yeah. I abuse them to drown my sorrow and despair... That is why I have so many)
Doxylamine	30mg	6	8 Euro for 20 Pills	OTC	20
Bonus and Optional: Midazolam	15mg	4	35 Euro for 30 Pills	DH	10	Absolutely amazing drug that I abused the hell out of. In combination with alcohol and weed you create "Amnesium". You literally forget everything the second you saw it. The feeling is indescribable, and it is most definitely helpful to take before drinking the "ledger" drink to forget that you even drank it

With this we are at 218 Euro or 253 Euro if you want to take Midazolam as well.
Compare that to the 1660.51$ from the DDMAPH method.

Preparation and Execution

It is imperative to understand that there is indeed a downside to this entire thing: Opioids hit hard on the receptors that are responsible for nausea and vomiting.
So we have to take a stat dose of a powerful Antiemetic beforehand. I advise for Metoclopramid. And even with that there is no guarantee you won't puke. So have another cup ready if possible!


Another important thing to note is that all the opioid tablets are usually retard-tablets. Therefore, only releasing a small quantity of the drug over the period of multiple hours, sometimes even over the course of an entire day. We do not want that, we want the entire dosage to hit at once. Therefore, it is important to crush all the tablets into a drink.

With this knowledge crush
2 OxyCodone 80mg
5 Morphine 200mg
6 Diazepam 10mg
10 Zolpidem 10mg
10 Flualprazolam 2mg
6 Doxylamine 30mg
together and mix it in a drinkable liquid.
The amount of water does not matter here, neither the fluid (Although I would make sure that none of the ingredients of the liquid interact negatively with the drugs and I heavily advise against acid heavy drinks such as orange juice or non-sweetened apple juice. This might cause you to puke faster)

Courtesy to @WishfulNeanderthal :
Drinking a good amount of Grapefruit juice beforehand inhibts the CYP3A4 enzyme.
This enzyme is responsible for breaking down a large variety of medications, which also include our opioids and benzos.
So Inhibiting this enzyme is very much welcomed. The most interesting part about it is that it lasts for almost 72 hours.
This will cause the opioids to build up even more rapidly to a deadly concentration in your bloodstream

Grapefruit juice enhances the exposure to oral oxycodone - PubMed

Grapefruit juice alters the concentrations of many CYP3A substrates. The objective of this study was to examine the effect of grapefruit juice on the pharmacokinetics and pharmacodynamics of oral oxycodone in a randomized cross-over study with two phases at an interval of 4 weeks. Twelve healthy...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Here is a flowchart on how I would approximately do the entire protocol:
View attachment 201581
You may consume 200ml of Vodka or any other strong alcohol before the drink as well to further multiply the effects.
It is also advised to fast beforehand. Drugs on an empty stomach can not be diluted or delayed for long.
Drinking a few high caffeine energy drinks beforehand may also synergize with the drugs as they are "stimulants" that increase the drug absorption rate. They do counteract the sedative effects to some degree, but not to a noticeable degree.

What will happen?
I want to clearly reiterate that I am not a licensed medical professional and that I can not guarantee that this is a 100% guaranteed way of death.
Based on my best knowledge I would rate this at least as probable as SN, though. The only exception being if you are one of the very rare people on this planet where Opioids don't work on. PLEASE have this checked out beforehand or try to take a Tilidin or any other weak opioid first.

It is important to note that all of those drugs work as central nervous suppressants. Effects do not add, they multiply. The synergy is extremely potent and a lot of people have died with far fewer drugs and far fewer opioids as well.
Death occurs by Hypoxia through Central Nervous System (CNS) Depression. Every single drug multiples the effect of the others. In combination, they basically make your brain forget to "breathe".
You will first fall unconscious extremely fast and from there your breathing becomes more and more shallow until it just completely stops. There is no "air hunger" or any other nasty feeling as your brain will just "forget" that it requires air while you are deep in a coma.

---

I encourage everyone here, especially those with medical knowledge, to criticize this method and find potential flaws. In the end we all want to go peacefully.
I am just one man and my research may or may not be enough.

I have written this down after researching for over a week, and I am pretty confident that this should be a very reliable and peaceful death, but I might still have missed something.

It is a great (and actually available) alternative to the 5-Drug-Mix from what I gathered.
Cheaper, Fast, Effective, Peaceful and very Accessible.
Very closely resembles Nembutal in every point. Even in how it affects your brain to some degree

Thank you everyone for reading!

Cheers =)

Stay happy~

Thanks for all your effort, amazing research

How would it feel after the drink? Would it be panic inducing like SN?

 

[hdead]

Thanks for all your effort, amazing research

How would it feel after the drink? Would it be panic inducing like SN?

Nobody knows. I think some anxiety and SI should be expected. Probably try to sedate yourself a bit beforehand with some benzos/drink. It won't be long for the meds to kick in, though, you should pass out rather quick.

I think with any method SI will have to be dealt with. After all, you know what you're trying to achieve and your reptile brain will try to convince you not to do it.

 

[purebliss]

Thanks for all your effort, amazing research

How would it feel after the drink? Would it be panic inducing like SN?

It would be vastly more calming.

No tachycardia
No headaches
And probably no nausea considering how fast it goes. I am unsure on this though as I am not quite certain if 10-15 Minutes is enough to cause unconsciousness before the nausea sets in.

The death itself will be like gliding slowly into a sleep. With a very dreamy and calm feeling to it.

If you want a safe taste of it try a 100mg line of ketamine. Has a similar calming effect.

Everything will become warm and cuddly and then you slip into the ever lasting sleep.

One small thing: While your death might be nice, your body won't be. It is very likely that you will be found with blue-tinted extremities and vomit over your body.
Taking it on an empty stomach is most definitely recommended. Also for the effects to kick in fast

Nobody knows. I think some anxiety and SI should be expected. Probably try to sedate yourself a bit beforehand with some benzos/drink. It won't be long for the meds to kick in, though, you should pass out rather quick.

I think with any method SI will have to be dealt with. After all, you know what you're trying to achieve and your reptile brain will try to convince you not to do it.

Anxiety will most definitely be a factor in the first 5 Minutes

But then it should dissipate entirely
View attachment 190461.jpg
I also always keep me the option open ^^

This is my "ledger" powder
Currently life is going up to some degree.
Psychedlics have an enormous positive impact on my general Outlook on life
They fix my depression and calm me down for the week to come.
They made me realize that there is so much more than just plain pain

I also got Bupropion now in the psychward which works wonders on my ADHD brain

And got yet another Girlfriend (that I met in the psychward lmao)

So ye
If life turns to shit again, I know Heath Ledger got me ^~^
But for now
I try to make the best of it

 

[5karlet]

This method assumes that you are Opioid Naive. Meaning you haven't had any opioids in roughly 120 days.
I outline this method from the perspective of a german. If you are in the US you might be able to get the exact drugs that Heath Ledger took to die

I AM NOT A LICENSED MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL! EVERYTHING I WRITE HERE IS FROM MY OWN RESEARCH. IT MIGHT BE WRONG.
I DO NOT ADVISE YOU TO TAKE THIS METHOD IN ANY WAY. THIS IS ONLY FOR EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES AND TO SATISFY MY OWN URGE TO RESEARCH INTO NICHE THINGS.

Alright everyone!
Time to get a "new" method out there.
I put that in quotation marks as it technically is "just" an OD but with extremely potent synergistic effects that are basically guaranteed to be a peaceful and quick way out if you are Opioid Naive.

Motivation:
I came up with this after I was severely disappointed that next to the 5-Drug Mix DDMAPH (which is almost impossible to do. Check my post out here regarding that: Cost breakdown & Accessability) there was no true peaceful way out except the mythical Nembutal that nobody of us can even dream of owning.
This here now are my results after researching for over a week what each drug would do in synergy with others and how lethal it would really be.

View attachment 201568

Spoiler: Who is "Heath Ledger"?

Heath Ledger was a very talented actor and is most known for his role as "The Joker" in the also amazing movie "The Dark Knight (2008)".

He was also regrettably an addict and died of an accidental overdose in 2008.
Considering his very promising career and not so bleak outlook of life it is very regrettable how he died.

May he rest in peace.

First it is important to outline what drugs he even took to die. So let's count them:
- OxyCodone
- Hydrocodone
- Diazepam (Valium)
- Temazepam
- Alprazolam (Xanax)
- Doxylamine

Spoiler: Breakdown of each drug

OxyCodone

A very potent opioid used to treat severe to very severe chronic pain.

Hydrocodone

Probably best known to many as the drug that Dr.House always wanted to get: Vicodin.
Also pretty potent opioid. Not as potent as OxyCodone but still very mighty.

Diazepam

Strong benzodiazepine that is being used to treat severe anxiety and also used for alcohol withdrawal syndromes and at times as an emergency med to treat seizures.

Temazepam

Benzodiazepine that is being used for treating severe insomnia and difficulty sleeping through the night.

Alprazolam

Very strong calming agent that kicks in very fast and is used to treat severe panic attacks.

Doxylamine

The only OTC medication from the drugs he took.
A very strongly sedating sleep medication being used to treat short term sleeping issues.
Even though it is an OTC medication it has a very high addiction rate and should only be used in a controlled setting if you do not want to die from it

Now. The doctors were not willing to give out the dosage except to the one closest to him.
We can assume, though, that he never took those drugs with the intent to die.
Therefore, the dosages will most definitely be in a "safe" area. Safe as in being safe when consumed alone.
But the dosage is not of relevancy to us as we will take way more than what he has taken, offering a very quick and even euphoric way out.

Now, while most of the drugs are remarkably easy to acquire on any of the credible darknet markets, we in Germany have the slight issue that Vicodin is not approved here and Temazepam is not being sold (at this point in time) by any of the vendors for whatever reason.
So here are the replacement drugs:

Hydrocodone -> Morphine 200mg

Vicodin has the nasty side effect of containing Acetaminophen which goes HARD on the Liver. So maybe even if you can access Vicodin you might still want to consider just using plain morphine.
1g of Morphine alone should already be enough for Opioid Naive people to overdose on with a high guarantee.


Temazepam -> Zolpidem 10mg

Both attach to GABA Receptors but Zolpidem is more precise in that. While Temazepam basically just "shotgun approaches" those receptors and therefore is able to also relief muscle tension and some other things. This drug is sadly not as potent as Temazepam when used as a synergy drug, but has the neat benefit of aiding you in the acute knockout after consuming the drug cocktail. The other drugs should be more than enough to make your brain "forget to breathe", though. The risk of not overdosing is therefore neglectable. Zolpidem might even be a bit more favorable as you want to pass out as quickly as possible.

Overview of the required Drugs

Here is the entire table of drugs you should acquire for a peaceful exit out: (Please keep in mind that this is exclusively for the german folks. Prices and availability may differ in your country but should usually be just as obtainable)

Drug Name	Dosage	Amount	Cost	Where to source	How much does purebliss have	Personal Anecdotes
OxyCodone	80mg	2	20 Euro per pill	DH	98	1. BE CAREFUL TO PICK THE ONES WITH OC ON THE PILL. The OP ones are crush resistant and can therefore not be used properly with this. It might still work in slow release, but the risk is on you 2. Why so many? My plug was apparently high on his own supply... I ordered 3 pills for 20 euro each, and he gave me 98 pills.......... I do not want those drugs here. I am not a criminal, I am just suicidal. I have almost 2K worth of pills in my hands here that I do not want. You can even see on the image that he wanted to give me 3 pills, cut and ready and then went absolutely insane for whatever reason. If he messages me I will dead drop that excess supply back to him... 3. MundiPharma is a known corrupt pharmaceutical company with shady business practices. Shipments "disappear" at random and therefore those pills might be legit. BUT there are reported cases of fake MundiPharma OxyCodone 80mg pills from Poland that contain Nitazenes. No matter what it is, though: It helps in our method
Morphine	200mg	5	20 Euro per pill	DH	10
Diazepam	10mg	6	15 Euro per Blister containing 15 pills	DH	10
Zolpidem	10mg	10	20 Euro for 20 Pills	DH	20	Careful! Can cause hallucinations if you intend to take it recreationally
Flualprazolam	2mg	~15 (10 for the drink, rest to calm your nerves)	35 Euro for 25 Pills	DH	25	Flualprazolam instead of Alprazolam as its 2-4 times stronger and more sedating. (Yeah. I abuse them to drown my sorrow and despair... That is why I have so many)
Doxylamine	30mg	6	8 Euro for 20 Pills	OTC	20
Bonus and Optional: Midazolam	15mg	4	35 Euro for 30 Pills	DH	10	Absolutely amazing drug that I abused the hell out of. In combination with alcohol and weed you create "Amnesium". You literally forget everything the second you saw it. The feeling is indescribable, and it is most definitely helpful to take before drinking the "ledger" drink to forget that you even drank it

With this we are at 218 Euro or 253 Euro if you want to take Midazolam as well.
Compare that to the 1660.51$ from the DDMAPH method.

Preparation and Execution

It is imperative to understand that there is indeed a downside to this entire thing: Opioids hit hard on the receptors that are responsible for nausea and vomiting.
So we have to take a stat dose of a powerful Antiemetic beforehand. I advise for Metoclopramid. And even with that there is no guarantee you won't puke. So have another cup ready if possible!


Another important thing to note is that all the opioid tablets are usually retard-tablets. Therefore, only releasing a small quantity of the drug over the period of multiple hours, sometimes even over the course of an entire day. We do not want that, we want the entire dosage to hit at once. Therefore, it is important to crush all the tablets into a drink.

With this knowledge crush
2 OxyCodone 80mg
5 Morphine 200mg
6 Diazepam 10mg
10 Zolpidem 10mg
10 Flualprazolam 2mg
6 Doxylamine 30mg
together and mix it in a drinkable liquid.
The amount of water does not matter here, neither the fluid (Although I would make sure that none of the ingredients of the liquid interact negatively with the drugs and I heavily advise against acid heavy drinks such as orange juice or non-sweetened apple juice. This might cause you to puke faster)

Courtesy to @WishfulNeanderthal :
Drinking a good amount of Grapefruit juice beforehand inhibts the CYP3A4 enzyme.
This enzyme is responsible for breaking down a large variety of medications, which also include our opioids and benzos.
So Inhibiting this enzyme is very much welcomed. The most interesting part about it is that it lasts for almost 72 hours.
This will cause the opioids to build up even more rapidly to a deadly concentration in your bloodstream

Grapefruit juice enhances the exposure to oral oxycodone - PubMed

Grapefruit juice alters the concentrations of many CYP3A substrates. The objective of this study was to examine the effect of grapefruit juice on the pharmacokinetics and pharmacodynamics of oral oxycodone in a randomized cross-over study with two phases at an interval of 4 weeks. Twelve healthy...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Here is a flowchart on how I would approximately do the entire protocol:
View attachment 201581
You may consume 200ml of Vodka or any other strong alcohol before the drink as well to further multiply the effects.
It is also advised to fast beforehand. Drugs on an empty stomach can not be diluted or delayed for long.
Drinking a few high caffeine energy drinks beforehand may also synergize with the drugs as they are "stimulants" that increase the drug absorption rate. They do counteract the sedative effects to some degree, but not to a noticeable degree.

What will happen?
I want to clearly reiterate that I am not a licensed medical professional and that I can not guarantee that this is a 100% guaranteed way of death.
Based on my best knowledge I would rate this at least as probable as SN, though. The only exception being if you are one of the very rare people on this planet where Opioids don't work on. PLEASE have this checked out beforehand or try to take a Tilidin or any other weak opioid first.

It is important to note that all of those drugs work as central nervous suppressants. Effects do not add, they multiply. The synergy is extremely potent and a lot of people have died with far fewer drugs and far fewer opioids as well.
Death occurs by Hypoxia through Central Nervous System (CNS) Depression. Every single drug multiples the effect of the others. In combination, they basically make your brain forget to "breathe".
You will first fall unconscious extremely fast and from there your breathing becomes more and more shallow until it just completely stops. There is no "air hunger" or any other nasty feeling as your brain will just "forget" that it requires air while you are deep in a coma.

---

I encourage everyone here, especially those with medical knowledge, to criticize this method and find potential flaws. In the end we all want to go peacefully.
I am just one man and my research may or may not be enough.

I have written this down after researching for over a week, and I am pretty confident that this should be a very reliable and peaceful death, but I might still have missed something.

It is a great (and actually available) alternative to the 5-Drug-Mix from what I gathered.
Cheaper, Fast, Effective, Peaceful and very Accessible.
Very closely resembles Nembutal in every point. Even in how it affects your brain to some degree

Thank you everyone for reading!

Cheers =)

Stay happy~

yall are getting oc80s for 20 a pill in the eu???

 

[Theresnoescape]

It would be vastly more calming.

No tachycardia
No headaches
And probably no nausea considering how fast it goes. I am unsure on this though as I am not quite certain if 10-15 Minutes is enough to cause unconsciousness before the nausea sets in.

The death itself will be like gliding slowly into a sleep. With a very dreamy and calm feeling to it.

If you want a safe taste of it try a 100mg line of ketamine. Has a similar calming effect.

Everything will become warm and cuddly and then you slip into the ever lasting sleep.

One small thing: While your death might be nice, your body won't be. It is very likely that you will be found with blue-tinted extremities and vomit over your body.
Taking it on an empty stomach is most definitely recommended. Also for the effects to kick in fast

Anxiety will most definitely be a factor in the first 5 Minutes

But then it should dissipate entirely
View attachment 205822
I also always keep me the option open ^^

This is my "ledger" powder
Currently life is going up to some degree.
Psychedlics have an enormous positive impact on my general Outlook on life
They fix my depression and calm me down for the week to come.
They made me realize that there is so much more than just plain pain

I also got Bupropion now in the psychward which works wonders on my ADHD brain

And got yet another Girlfriend (that I met in the psychward lmao)

So ye
If life turns to shit again, I know Heath Ledger got me ^~^
But for now
I try to make the best of it

Thanks, it's the tachycardia that always worries me with SN.

I'm glad life is improving for you slightly, I hope it continues

 

[purebliss]

yall are getting oc80s for 20 a pill in the eu???

Yop
What does one pill cost over over there? ^^'

 

[pax420]

Yup!
Can be lethal.
That is the thing. We want to make sure and not play the guessing game :>

200mg can be lethal but can also just give you brain damage

With this cocktail you are practically guaranteed to find a swift and peaceful ending

I was addicted to morphine and I was doing 6 200 mg pills a day just to not be sick. When I started that would have killed me after a few months it just got me by. Mixing morphine and benzos is a lethal combo I have had a couple friends die from the mix. Now I'm in recovery and on methadone. Whoo hoo! My ctb plan now is a couple of grams of fentanyl taken intravenously. I know that will work from accidental trial and error. I wish the best for everybody in here. Peace

 

[hdead]

yall are getting oc80s for 20 a pill in the eu???

Yep, can confirm. All DH though. Prices on the streets vary but I can't find anything higher than 20s on the street.

 

[5karlet]

Yop
What does one pill cost over over there? ^^'

shi it can run you up to 20 for 10mg over here in the states. usually i get em for 15 tho

Yep, can confirm. All DH though. Prices on the streets vary but I can't find anything higher than 20s on the street.

i don't know what dh is, is that like a european thing

 

[hdead]

shi it can run you up to 20 for 10mg over here in the states. usually i get em for 15 tho

i don't know what dh is, is that like a european thing

DH is a markerplace on TOR. It's a worldwide thing. Check tor.taxi or the DNM bible on here.

 

[5karlet]

DH is a markerplace on TOR. It's a worldwide thing. Check tor.taxi or the DNM bible on here.

ive never been on the deep web is it worth setting up?

 

[hdead]

ive never been on the deep web is it worth setting up?

For me it was worth it for sure!

 

[purebliss]

ive never been on the deep web is it worth setting up?

100% worth it

Changed my life for the better

 

[5karlet]

For me it was worth it for sure!

100% worth it

Changed my life for the better

what do yall use it for if you don't mind me asking. if you don't feel like sharing openly either my dms are open

 

[purebliss]

what do yall use it for if you don't mind me asking. if you don't feel like sharing openly either my dms are open

Drugs obviously ^^

 

[5karlet]

Drugs obviously ^^

is using a drop off spot really necessary or you just go straight to the front door

 

[projeccao]

is using a drop off spot really necessary or you just go straight to the front door

No it is not necessary, unless your order a large quantity of drugs (and/or very often). Larger quantity means that it isn't meant for personal use. (ie 5 kg of weed every month)

Usually, for personal use, you just want to use your real address. You're not going to jail for having a few grams of drugs sent to your adress. Even if the cops show up, just play it dumb, it's none of yours.
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I've been reading this forum for 7 months now and I believe this method is the most peacefull/less violent and easiest one to achieve.
SN is a pain in the ass to acquire, at least here in the West EU. I even tried a polish provider but they for my compagny number lol even tho they didn't requier it to place the order.

While DSL was the most suggested provider, having it delivered to the door sounded like a coin flip. MIC is even worse since you've got to talk to the right supplier.
+ SN is not even that peacefull to CTB on.

And I REALLY WANT TO SAY FUCK YOU to DSL. Because this guy sells SN for an outrageous price. LIKE WTF ? SN cost 10 euros for 1Kg, but this dude sells 100g for 100 euros. Even heroin dealers, fent dealers, cocaine dealers don't practice thoses prices.
This guy is the worst motherfc*** that I can think of when talking about dealers. This is fucking insane. HE MAKES x100. Such an evil thing to do.
And I swear, when I first heard that he got doxxed, I was feeling kinda bad for him, but after I found his website and saw the prices... bro... you deserve it.

I really hate it because he takes advantages of us being in a bad state. Fuck this guy honestly.
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To get back on the topic of this method

If you really wanna do the method you might want to have 350€ to acquier all the the stuff. That is because of shipping fees and transactions fees (DH and exchanger).
+ you sometimes have to buy in bulk.

I'm personally planning on using this one. There's zero violence, only peacefullness.
I wonder what @purebliss was really thinking when he wrote the dosages, is it just because he thought these was overkill or was it because of something else you read ?
Still, those dosages sound really overkill I believe and I 100% believe they will do the job.

The most scary part of this (at least to me) is throwing up... I've got alot of metoclopramide but still...

I remember a post from @EDSsucks who said she kinda tried this method. I'm sorry that it wasn't what you expected
And I would like to ask, if you remember, how long did it take for you to fall asleep?

+ I also remember one of your topic about using a mask while doing it, which is very smart, I'll think about it and probably make it to use for myself when I've got every other drugs gathered.

As of today and to refer to the drugs needed for this method, I've got 1/6.

I promise I will update whats coming for me while following the method , just so at least, people will know if it worked or not. That would be a nice thing to help people even when I'm gone.

 

[5karlet]

No it is not necessary, unless your order a large quantity of drugs (and/or very often). Larger quantity means that it isn't meant for personal use. (ie 5 kg of weed every month)

Usually, for personal use, you just want to use your real address. You're not going to jail for having a few grams of drugs sent to your adress. Even if the cops show up, just play it dumb, it's none of yours.
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I've been reading this forum for 7 months now and I believe this method is the most peacefull/less violent and easiest one to achieve.
SN is a pain in the ass to acquire, at least here in the West EU. I even tried a polish provider but they for my compagny number lol even tho they didn't requier it to place the order.

While DSL was the most suggested provider, having it delivered to the door sounded like a coin flip. MIC is even worse since you've got to talk to the right supplier.
+ SN is not even that peacefull to CTB on.

And I REALLY WANT TO SAY FUCK YOU to DSL. Because this guy sells SN for an outrageous price. LIKE WTF ? SN cost 10 euros for 1Kg, but this dude sells 100g for 100 euros. Even heroin dealers, fent dealers, cocaine dealers don't practice thoses prices.
This guy is the worst motherfc*** that I can think of when talking about dealers. This is fucking insane. HE MAKES x100. Such an evil thing to do.
And I swear, when I first heard that he got doxxed, I was feeling kinda bad for him, but after I found his website and saw the prices... bro... you deserve it.

I really hate it because he takes advantages of us being in a bad state. Fuck this guy honestly.
------
To get back on the topic of this method

If you really wanna do the method you might want to have 350€ to acquier all the the stuff. That is because of shipping fees and transactions fees (DH and exchanger).
+ you sometimes have to buy in bulk.

I'm personally planning on using this one. There's zero violence, only peacefullness.
I wonder what @purebliss was really thinking when he wrote the dosages, is it just because he thought these was overkill or was it because of something else you read ?
Still, those dosages sound really overkill I believe and I 100% believe they will do the job.

The most scary part of this (at least to me) is throwing up... I've got alot of metoclopramide but still...

I remember a post from @EDSsucks who said she kinda tried this method. I'm sorry that it wasn't what you expected
And I would like to ask, if you remember, how long did it take for you to fall asleep?

+ I also remember one of your topic about using a mask while doing it, which is very smart, I'll think about it and probably make it to use for myself when I've got every other drugs gathered.

As of today and to refer to the drugs needed for this method, I've got 1/6.

I promise I will update whats coming for me while following the method , just so at least, people will know if it worked or not. That would be a nice thing to help people even when I'm gone.

shi i was just planning to use it for oxy. but i also do live in the states so the risk might be a little different for me. fuck it ill do it anyway

 

[purebliss]

shi i was just planning to use it for oxy. but i also do live in the states so the risk might be a little different for me. fuck it ill do it anyway

States is a drug haven
You can get stuff over there we can't even get here in Germany
And Germany is together with the Netherlands the drug hotspot of Europe

 

[5karlet]

States is a drug haven
You can get stuff over there we can't even get here in Germany
And Germany is together with the Netherlands the drug hotspot of Europe

never thought it was possible to go on the dn and still not find something

 

[projeccao]

never thought it was possible to go on the dn and still not find something

Mainstream make it sounds like you'll find guns and hitmens within 3 clicks into the DW but it's not the reallity

Even when it comes to easy stuff like weed, it's hard to get your hands on real california weed.

Basically, the main issue is the shipment. Most of US sellers don't send outside the US.

 

[hdead]

If you really wanna do the method you might want to have 350€ to acquier all the the stuff. That is because of shipping fees and transactions fees (DH and exchanger).
+ you sometimes have to buy in bulk.

I'm personally planning on using this one. There's zero violence, only peacefullness.
I wonder what @purebliss was really thinking when he wrote the dosages, is it just because he thought these was overkill or was it because of something else you read ?
Still, those dosages sound really overkill I believe and I 100% believe they will do the job.

I'm kind of banking on this method, like yourself. Though I do feel like it could be wise to swap around morphine and oxy.

The most scary part of this (at least to me) is throwing up... I've got alot of metoclopramide but still...

Yup, would always be a risk. From what i've gleened so far, I think having the mixture with a little light food could help along with the meto, like a bit of yoghurt or some crackers, as to at least help. I've read that opioids cause more nausea on an empty stomach than with a little food. However, with doses as high as these there's no telling - also with the other meds involved.

I remember a post from @EDSsucks who said she kinda tried this method. I'm sorry that it wasn't what you expected
And I would like to ask, if you remember, how long did it take for you to fall asleep?

I don't want to speak for this person so please correct me if I am wrong, but she took 1g morphine, 85mg oxy and 60mg of valium. It's not even half of the amounts in this thread, and she was found after 6 hours in total respiratory arrest. No vomit, and I believe she mentioned losing consciousness pretty quick. One thing to note is she boofed half the morphine.

From the perspective of this method, however, it's lacking a strong antihistamine, amounts, and a stronger muscle relaxant (i'd suggest temazepam would still be best to have, along with the valium - from my experience tema does a much better job as a muscle relaxant). Obviously this is not to discredit her attempt at all.

+ I also remember one of your topic about using a mask while doing it, which is very smart, I'll think about it and probably make it to use for myself when I've got every other drugs gathered.

As of today and to refer to the drugs needed for this method, I've got 1/6.

I promise I will update whats coming for me while following the method , just so at least, people will know if it worked or not. That would be a nice thing to help people even when I'm gone.

Good luck on sourcing all you need. It should be smooth sailing for you. As messed up as it is I appreciate your effort and intention of keeping us posted. If i choose to do the same, I have the same intentions.

 

[Theresnoescape]

I can find or already have everything apart from flualprazolam. Am I searching for the wrong thing? It's only coming up with alprazolam.

 

[purebliss]

I can find or already have everything apart from flualprazolam. Am I searching for the wrong thing? It's only coming up with alprazolam.

Anything that looks like xanax bars with XANAX carved into it is usually flualprazolam

Only pharma is real Alprazolam

 

[AndyXD6060]

Hey its a cool guide but am facing multiple issues ... am sorry but is it possible for you to text me ? I would love to have a talk with you if possible and u dont mind

I really could use your help please let me know

 

[Theresnoescape]

Anything that looks like xanax bars with XANAX carved into it is usually flualprazolam

Only pharma is real Alprazolam

Got it, thanks.

 

[projeccao]

I'm kind of banking on this method, like yourself. Though I do feel like it could be wise to swap around morphine and oxy.

I also thought about swaping the dosage or just making them even. I wish we could ask a doctor about it lol He'd probably say that it doesn't matter at this point. I don't know.
As of today and as I'm writing this post, there's no Morphine 200mg available on DH within the EU.
So we'll see how it goes from there...

Can I ask you if you're going for it or still gathering infos or ?

Yup, would always be a risk. From what i've gleened so far, I think having the mixture with a little light food could help along with the meto, like a bit of yoghurt or some crackers, as to at least help. I've read that opioids cause more nausea on an empty stomach than with a little food. However, with doses as high as these there's no telling - also with the other meds involved.

Yeah man, I've read the same about not having a full empty stomach.

I think I found something interesting about antiemetics.
I know using AI about CTB isn't recommended and I never talked about it. Basically used Grok and Gemini to talk about opoids and nausea. Asked them how it works and what medicine could help to prevent nausea. Which means the AIs and I talked about cancer, chemio ect...

From what they gathered, basically metocrlopramide blocks the "physical will from the body to throw up" and Ondansetron blocks "the signals from the brain" to throw up.
Those 2 medicines combined sound very powerfull.

I hope it's okay to post these informations because they really seem relevant.

Spoiler

1. Ondansetron: the signal blocker (serotonin)

• Target: 5-HT3 serotonin receptors.
• Site of action: Primarily in the intestinal nerves (vagus nerve) and the area of the brain controlling vomiting (chemoreceptor trigger zone / CTZ).
• Mechanism of action: During chemotherapy, surgery, or gastrointestinal stress, the body releases a massive amount of serotonin in the gut. This serotonin binds to 5-HT3 receptors to send an emergency message to the brain: "We need to vomit." Ondansetron locks onto these receptors and completely interrupts this nerve signal.

2. Metoclopramide: the digestive motor and dopamine blocker

• Target: D2 dopamine receptors + gastric motility.
• Site of action: Directly on the stomach and on dopaminergic receptors in the brain.
• Mechanism of action:
  • Mechanical action (prokinetic): It stimulates stomach contractions to accelerate gastric emptying into the intestine and tightens the lower esophageal sphincter. When the stomach empties and moves contents downward, nausea decreases significantly.
  • Central action: It blocks dopamine in the brain, another major pathway involved in triggering nausea (frequently activated by morphine or opioids).

The main issue with Ondansetron is how to get it. It's basically made for very ill people... Meto is kinda easy to obtain (at least in my country) because it's a "basic strong" antiemetic but there's no way way to justify the Ondansetron if you're not that sick. I'm not sure....

Good luck on sourcing all you need. It should be smooth sailing for you. As messed up as it is I appreciate your effort and intention of keeping us posted. If i choose to do the same, I have the same intentions.

Thanks man. I sourced the Valium x20, the Meto x20 as well as the Doxylamine (which is only 15mgx10 but it's only 3€ OTC so I'll go back to the pharmacy)

Flualprazolam x25 has been ordered, hopefully it will come within the next week.

I just ordered Oxy 80mg x6 and Zolpidem x20 while writing this post.

So as long as everything goes smooth, I'll only need to order the morphine

And yes as messed up as it is from both sides, I'll keep you up to date That made me laugh because it's exactly how it is and it feels good to be able to speak freely.
Even if it makes me a bit sad too but yeah...
I've been thinking of CTB for years, back and forth and now I made my mind up. It's not impulsive and I feel like I lived what I had to live for if that makes sense. Which is probably why I'm not going to be dramatic about it.
+ I'm bad at cheering people up, so I'll share as much as data that I can. That's the least I can do on this forum.

I can find or already have everything apart from flualprazolam. Am I searching for the wrong thing? It's only coming up with alprazolam.

Most vendors tag it as "FLULAPRAZOLAM XANAX".
Flualprazolam is a forbidden substance. What I mean by that is that it's not being sold legally.
Like purebliss said "Anything that looks like xanax bars with XANAX carved into it is usually flualprazolam"

Basically that means buying a product made from a clandestine laboratory which means we are not even sure that it is the real substance.