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snake_nela

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Mar 11, 2026
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What's your beliefs, if any of god or anything. I'll go with I personally have always believed in a way but I don't know he seems to be not in my favor. I'm not really suicidal I'm just more trying to get better but these things have always been stacked on me in life I'll never be able to fully explain or care to anymore. At the end of the day I don't know what to do my brains just scrambled and I'm full of hate and anxiety.
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
245
I'm not a believer. The universe is the creator in my view.

Should there be something awaiting me after my death, then I suppose I would have some questions to ask. And some forgiveness to seek.

If you are looking for recovery or aren't sure, you should take a look at the recovery section. You may find something that can help you feel a little better. Or at least give you time to think about what you really want. Just a suggestion is all, reading about methods and goodbye threads may not help you think clearly.

 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
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Is there a GOD or higher power? Yes, in my viewpoint.

Organized religion? NO, as this angle is all about money and power.

Walter
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I don't, to me existence will just always be a mistake that only ever causes all this dreadful, futile suffering all for the sake of it and I could never see a point to this existence so torturous, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway. All I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem.
 
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isthisit?

isthisit?

The name's Cedrik
Jun 23, 2023
240
During my dance with depression and suicidal ideation, I was an atheist. About a year ago I became an orthodox Christian though. Since then, I've been wondering what I was thinking to be an atheist
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Yes. I believe in a creator. God.
And I've had positive experiences at my church and with organized religion in general.
One parish in particular has been extremely kind. I should have invested more into church. Such a costly mistake.
 
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whyshouldinamethis?

New Member
Jun 28, 2026
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i do believe in some higher power, but not all of these abrahamic or any gods and any organized religion.
in my opinion there must be something that created all of the things in this universe but he's not some sort of the average god, he doesnt care what you do, what you think, what you eat and such. all of these organized religion gods are stupid, what kind of god he is if he have human flaws?, what kind of god that has rage, jealousy, anger, hate, and vengence? it doesnt make sense if you think about it, i thought he's for the "better".
 
Lamentice

Lamentice

Walk without rhythm and you won't attract the worm
Mar 27, 2023
298
I am antitheist and atheist.
 
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