I'm not smoking weed and I need to go back to it soon

[trying ungracefully]

I'm so angry, bored, and anxious. It is the withdrawal symptoms for me because that's why I smoke and it's been terrible to deal with this past week. I haven't been able to get anything because my boyfriend doesn't have the money for it right now.

I cried just a bit ago because I was so bored. I'm angry as hell too because there's no food I can eat in the house and my boyfriend borrowed all my money. I want actual food but its almost 5pm and I've had a cinnamon roll and chips. For days I haven't been getting the proper nutrition and it's adding to the withdrawal. I'm trying to make myself feel better by saying I'll get skinny.

I wish I could quit sometimes because it is just annoying to spend money like that but it's become a part of my life and helps my anxiety so much. I've been taking lamotrigine more to deal with my anxiety because it is hard to deal with. I'm crying, unable to sit still, not being able to pay attention to things, holding my breath and not being able to stop.

I can't wait until I can go back to smoking. I know it may be bad but it helps my anger, boredom, and anxiety.

 

[Insufficent]

I can strongly relate.
The symptoms are real and weed is very addictive for those struggling with anxiety, depression and such.
I also got relief from said problems for a while but i had to quit because my life was going downhill with weed.