Help Getting rid of my way out

[dw33ter]

I've been thinking recently, and I've been wondering if having a way out is the reason I haven't ctb'ed yet.

I say I have a way out in the sense that I still have a friend I talk to, an internship, a family that still cares (to some extent). Maybe if I go scorched earth and quit my internship, come out to my parents, drive my only friend away from me – maybe that would be the push I need. I think I've gotten too comfortable with inaction, and maybe I need to do something to accelerate the process. Seems risky though. Not sure if anyone has any thoughts / advice.

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that after all, it's up to you deciding what to do, if you want to focus on ctb and are determined to leave then that's your decision, we all have the right to decide when to take control over our inevitable fate. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Valky]

Fully agree with FC here. We can't tell you what to do. Only you can know