Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered so much for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.


I'd never wish for any of this, for me non-existence really is all I see as desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen and I'd never wish to suffer, I just want to be gone, I just hope for peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, I'll always see existence as a mistake.

I just want peace from it all and I'll always see non-existence as the only peace in this existence so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, futile existence I never would had chosen and I'd never wish for any of this.

I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, existence is just always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is to be free from all suffering, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and non-existence is just all I could hope for, I just wish to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There really is so much cruelty in existing and I just wish I never had to suffer in this existence, all I want is peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence, I just want to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I'd just never wish for this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from.