Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as waiting to die and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, I could never see a point to any of this, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, cruel existence that to me will always be waiting to die and I suffer simply from existing, it really is just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just wish for the peace that only non-existence can bring me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
I truly will always find it so torturous to exist and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this cruel, painful existence that I never would had chosen.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence, all I want is to be gone from it all, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence I never would had chosen that just caused so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
It truly is all I could hope and wish for and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I wish for no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long.

I'd just never wish to suffer rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer suffering in this existence, all I want is to be gone, I wish for peace from all the suffering and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
I really would never want to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never existed more than anything, I'd just never wish for this existence that causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

It's just all so cruel and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want to be gone and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's just all so cruel, terrible and dreadful and I'd never wish to exist at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as an unnecessary harm.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an unnecessary harm and it's one that just causes pain and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, I just want to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so terrible and dreadful that just caused so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is true peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
I truly would never want to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish for the pain of existing, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer in this torturous existence again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish to suffer rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

I'll always see this existence as just being suffering, all I want is to be free from it all, I wish for no more pain, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just hope for true peace, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I just want non-existence to solve everything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this dreadful, cruel existence, I just wish and hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.

For me non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just wish this existence was never imposed, I never should had been burdened with this existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

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