Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this torturous cruel existence but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so painful and terrible and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where this torturous, deeply undesirable existence is finally no longer my problem, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
I really would never want to suffer in this cruel existence and I just wish I never had to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

I just want peace from all the suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I truly would never wish to suffer in this existence I never would had chosen that just causes and brings so much pain with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to cease existing than suffer.
I really will always prefer to cease existing than suffer and I wish that more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more suffering.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, only non-existence is positive for me, only non-existence is desirable for me, I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence more than anything and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

I just want peace from it all, I just wish to be gone and for me non-existence is just the only relief, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'd never wish to exist.

For me non-existence is just the only peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want to be free from it all, only non-existence can bring me any relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence that just causes pain and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I'd just never wish for this cruel, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more suffering.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I see as desirable is eternal sleep, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existence as the problem, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just wish and hope for some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm to me.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so painful and torturous that I never would had wished for that just caused me so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is peace from it all, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this painful existence.