Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

It's all so dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence truly is the only relief in this existence that just caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as an abomination.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an abomination and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, I just hope and wish to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just wish for peace.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just want to never suffer again and I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, for me non-existence is the only peace and I'll always prefer to not exist, I wish and hope to never suffer again and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting for death.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just waiting for death and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and as long I exist I'll just hope foe peace from the pain of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable and I just wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm free from the burden of existing, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want all to be gone for me, I just want the peace of non-existence and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this harmful, torturous existence.