Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered so much for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.


I'd never wish for any of this, for me non-existence really is all I see as desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen and I'd never wish to suffer, I just want to be gone, I just hope for peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, I'll always see existence as a mistake.

I just want peace from it all and I'll always see non-existence as the only peace in this existence so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, futile existence I never would had chosen and I'd never wish for any of this.

I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, existence is just always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is to be free from all suffering, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and non-existence is just all I could hope for, I just wish to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There really is so much cruelty in existing and I just wish I never had to suffer in this existence, all I want is peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence, I just want to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I'd just never wish for this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, only non-existence can take away and solve what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'd never wish to suffer rather I just hope to never exist again, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only finding it desirable to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could find desirable is to never suffer again, I just want peace from this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to be gone.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for and as long as I exist I'll just wish for peace from the suffering, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues, all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this deeply undesirable existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this deeply undesirable existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so cruel and torturous I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

All I want is peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, for me non-existence really is all I see as desirable in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and it's just all so terrible and dreadful to me, all I want is peace from it all, I just want to never exist again and I suffer simply from existing.

I'd just never wish to suffer rather all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence always feels like a mistake to me.
It truly does always feel like a mistake to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I never would had chosen.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, it's just all so cruel to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had wished for.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There really is just so much suffering in existing and I just wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it, all I want is peace from it all.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and only non-existence can solve and bring me the peace from suffering I search for, I just want peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief from suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, all I want is to be gone, I wish to never exist again, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace and relief from, I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of the abomination of existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'd never wish for this existence that just causes so much pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, I just want to be gone from it all, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what I really could only hope to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

All I want is to be gone, I'd just never wish for this painful existence that just causes so much pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this futile existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel.
It really is so cruel and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, futile and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I never would had chosen that just causes endless amounts of cruelty and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Needing peace from this dreadful existence.
Peace from this dreadful existence truly is all I need and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and torturous I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is peace from this dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of existing and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace from all suffering and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in this torturous, dreadful existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake, I just want to be gone from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this cruel existence.
I really am just always wishing to erase this cruel existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering of existing.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to be gone from it all, I just wish for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
I really would never want to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long, I just want to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again with all gone and forgotten and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence is just the only relief for me.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could wish for is to never suffer again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, for me non-existence truly is all I see as desirable and I'd never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel existence rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this existence that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the pain of existing.
No matter what I really would never wish for the pain of existing and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, I just want to be gone, I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where all is forgotten, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and cruel to me and I'd never wish to exist.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It really is always the problem to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the problem, for me non-existence is just the only peace and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to suffer in this existence.
I really will always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be gone from it all, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
I really would never want to suffer in this torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just hope to be gone, I just want to never exist again, I'll always see existence as the problem and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want to be gone from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from suffering.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is peace from all the suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just wish this existence was never imposed and I suffer simply from existing, I just want some peace from it all, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it dreadful to suffer.
I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I never would had chosen.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this, I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this torturous cruel existence but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so painful and terrible and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where this torturous, deeply undesirable existence is finally no longer my problem, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I wish for no more suffering.