Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to not exist.
No matter what all I could hope for is to not exist and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful and torturous.

I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I just hope for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just hope to be gone, in this existence so torturous only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for and I suffer as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be gone.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake rather all I want is to not exist, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I just wish I never had to suffer and I'd never wish for any of this, only the peace of non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and it feels like I've suffered for so long.