Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to not exist.
No matter what all I could hope for is to not exist and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful and torturous.

I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I just hope for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just hope to be gone, in this existence so torturous only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for and I suffer as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be gone.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake rather all I want is to not exist, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I just wish I never had to suffer and I'd never wish for any of this, only the peace of non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and it feels like I've suffered for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting for death.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just dreadful unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering, I just want peace from it all, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It really is just always the problem to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone and I'd never wish for this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I truly will always see existence as the problem and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want all to be forgotten about in non-existence, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, existence just feels like a mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this torturous existence and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace and all I could hope for is to be permanently free from this existence I always saw as a mistake.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful cruel existence I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, I just hope to be gone from it all, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous that just caused me to suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing eternal sleep as desirable.
No matter what I truly could only ever see eternal sleep as desirable and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so terrible and cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I always see it as the most dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed but now I suffer and have done for so long all I could hope for is an eternal sleep where finally all is gone with no more pain and no more suffering.