Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as desirable.
No matter what I could only ever see non-existence as desirable and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just want some peace.

I'll only be at peace once all is gone and forgotten, I just wish for peace, I just want to erase this torturous, futile existence so it's like I never suffered and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to not exist.
I really could only ever hope to not exist and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I wish to never exist ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting any of this.
I really would never want any of this rather I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

All I want is to be gone, I just want peace from all the suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never had to suffer, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to cease existing, I wish for no more suffering and for me non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence so cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this cruel existence ever again and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing, for me only non-existence could ever be positive.

I just want to erase this existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I'd prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see this torturous existence as only suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, the peace of non-existence is just all I could see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence would solve everything for me.
It truly would solve everything for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again, as long as I exist I really will just hope to not exist.

I just wish to be permanently free from the suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, the peace of non-existence really is all I see as desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'm always so tired of being burdened with this cruel, deeply undesirable and painful existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want to be gone from it all, I just wish to be free from this existence that to me will always be only suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

I just want to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's just all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I could ever hope for is the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer as a result of this existence.

I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this cruel existence of suffering all for the sake of it that just causes pain and problems there were never a need for and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence.