Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive and more than anything I wish I never suffered in this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'd never wish for this existence that causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it, all I want is to be gone.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful, non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so undesirable.
No matter what I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

I'll always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering.
It truly does cause pain and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I'd just never wish for this dreadful existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel existence as only suffering, all I wish for is peace, I just want to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from all suffering.
It truly is the only peace for me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful, I just want to be gone, no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'll always see existence as the problem no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
I really will only be at peace in non-existence and as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

All I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in this torturous existence I never would had chosen, to me existence really is always the problem and I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it, I just hope and wish to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never wake again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never wake again and I wish I never had to suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and cruel, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never wake again and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel, all I see as desirable is eternal sleep, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and torturous, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this futile, torturous existence as only suffering, I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to escape from the abomination of existence.