Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive and more than anything I wish I never suffered in this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'd never wish for this existence that causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it, all I want is to be gone.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful, non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so undesirable.
No matter what I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

I'll always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering.
It truly does cause pain and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I'd just never wish for this dreadful existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel existence as only suffering, all I wish for is peace, I just want to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from all suffering.
It truly is the only peace for me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful, I just want to be gone, no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'll always see existence as the problem no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
I really will only be at peace in non-existence and as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

All I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in this torturous existence I never would had chosen, to me existence really is always the problem and I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it, I just hope and wish to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never wake again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never wake again and I wish I never had to suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and cruel, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never wake again and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel, all I see as desirable is eternal sleep, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and torturous, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this futile, torturous existence as only suffering, I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to escape from the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence.

Existing to me is always a burden and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, I could never see existence as a desirable state rather it's something I just want to permanently escape from, it's something I just want peace from and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain.
It truly does just cause pain and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this painful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I wish to erase this existence.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this existence, it's pain only non-existence can take away for me and I wish I never suffered in this painful existence more than anything, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It really does just cause harm and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this harmful, dreadful and torturous existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I'd never wish for this existence that just brings and causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it. For me non-existence is just the only relief, all I want is no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering, I always suffer as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I wish for no more suffering, non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I'll just always prefer the peace of eternal sleep, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be gone and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to be gone.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous that I always saw as a mistake, for me existence is just always the problem, I just want to be free from it all, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
It truly is the only peace for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

I just want to be gone, I just want peace and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want peace from it all and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from existing in this horrific world.
I truly do always suffer so much from existing in this horrific world and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to be gone from it all and I always suffer from how I cannot have the option to cease existing painlessly to escape from the abomination of existence, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just always feels like such a terrible mistake to me.
It truly does feel like a mistake to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace and relief I search for from the suffering of existing, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I'd never wish for the terrible mistake of existence rather all I want is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is peace from all pain and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just hope for true peace from all the pain and suffering of this existence I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope for non-existence, I just want to never wake again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I just want peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only non-existence can bring me peace from, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I just want peace and I'll only be at peace when all is gone and forgotten, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I hope for, I just want to never suffer again and I'm always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence, all I could hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm unconscious for all eternity.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so terrible to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so terrible to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I hope for is peace from all the pain and suffering of existing and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to be gone.

I'll always find it so dreadful to exist and I'd never wish to suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I just want some peace from all suffering and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, I just hope and wish to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous, dreadful and painful existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.

I'd just never wish for this abomination rather all I want is true permanent peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, all I want is to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, I just want to be free from it all, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is to be gone.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, it's just all I see as positive and desirable in this existence of endless suffering that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain and suffering all for the sake of it.
It truly does just cause pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never exist again and as long as I exist I'll just wish for the peace of non-existence.

I wish for no more suffering and I'd never wish for this existence that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I wish I never suffered more than anything and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all the suffering.
No matter what peace from all the suffering is just all I could hope for and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never exist again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence.

I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, terrible existence more than anything, all I could ever hope for is to be gone.


I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death as for me existence is just always the problem and I'll always see this cruel, torturous existence as only suffering no matter what with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always find it so torturous and dreadful to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always feel like a mistake to me.
It really will always feel like a mistake to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just hope to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just wish for true peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never suffer again.
No matter what to never suffer again is just all I could hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence all I want is peace, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this, I just want peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me pain and I suffer simply from existing, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace.
No matter what peace from all the suffering is just all I could hope for, I just want to be gone, I want all to be forgotten for me and only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for, I wish to erase this torturous existence, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence but of course all the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence just continues and it's all so dreadful, I just want to be at peace from it all and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
I really would never want to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

I just want to be gone, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence, all I want is peace, I want it to be like I never suffered in this existence at all, existence is always the problem, all that existing does is cause suffering, all I hope and wish for is to never suffer again, I just want some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I'll always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel I always saw as a mistake.

I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from the suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, all I want is to never suffer again and to me existing will always be only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone from this existence that just causes harm and suffering.