Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to cease existing.
No matter what all I could ever hope and wish for is to cease existing, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I could hope for is to be gone, I just want to be free from it all and never suffer again and I'll always see this deeply undesirable, futile and painful existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from all suffering.
It truly is the only peace for me and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence I never would had chosen, in this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for non-existence truly is the only peace and relief for me.

 

[Lost Wife]

I get it. I feel so tired all the fucking time of having to do the stupid meaningless "dance" when I get up in the morning. Apart from my dog, I don't have anyone anymore who would even miss me. I hate when my alarm clock goes off in the morning, because I'm hung over but I have to go to work so I won't be homeless. I don't know why I have to be here, like really who cares? I can't see the point anymore.