Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as desirable.
No matter what I could only ever see non-existence as desirable and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just want some peace.

I'll only be at peace once all is gone and forgotten, I just wish for peace, I just want to erase this torturous, futile existence so it's like I never suffered and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to not exist.
I really could only ever hope to not exist and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I wish to never exist ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting any of this.
I really would never want any of this rather I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

All I want is to be gone, I just want peace from all the suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never had to suffer, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to cease existing, I wish for no more suffering and for me non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence so cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this cruel existence ever again and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing, for me only non-existence could ever be positive.

I just want to erase this existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I'd prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see this torturous existence as only suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, the peace of non-existence is just all I could see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence would solve everything for me.
It truly would solve everything for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again, as long as I exist I really will just hope to not exist.

I just wish to be permanently free from the suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, the peace of non-existence really is all I see as desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'm always so tired of being burdened with this cruel, deeply undesirable and painful existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want to be gone from it all, I just wish to be free from this existence that to me will always be only suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.