Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I just wish for non-existence to bring me peace from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence, I just want to not exist.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the pain and suffering of existing and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'd just never wish for any of this, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never exist again.
I truly could only ever hope to never exist again and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is peace from this torturous existence and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just want to be free from this torturous, dreadful existence and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, for me non-existence is all that's positive, I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I wish to erase this existence, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace from all pain and suffering in non-existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, for me the only relief lies in an eternal sleep where finally I cannot suffer in any way and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence.

I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, futile existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful, all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and is all that can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to painlessly cease existing.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just have painless death and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is peace, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful existence as just being only suffering and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence is positive for me and is all that can bring me the peace I search for from the cruel, futile abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and is just all that can bring me peace from this torturous existence of endless suffering I always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, deeply undesirable existence, it's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence, I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist again and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

All I want is to be gone from it all, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want peace from it all, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused so much pain,

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

It's all so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish for this existence rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am just always wishing to erase this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, in this existence so terrible that just causes pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured non-existence is just all I see as desirable and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, futile existence.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I always suffer as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, torturous existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is peace.

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to never suffer again and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long,

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot choose to peacefully cease existing.
I truly do always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to peacefully cease existing to escape from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so painful and torturous, I just want to be gone and I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer as a result of existing, for me non-existence really is the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist no matter what.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of existence, it's all so terrible and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer because of the mistake of existence.
I truly do always suffer because of the mistake of existence and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering and I'll always see existence as a mistake with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I always suffer so much as a result of the mistake of existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

This existence never should had been imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and I wish that I never suffered more than anything.

I always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result, all I want is peace from it all, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I just want peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what but only never suffering at all is true perfection to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so painful.
It truly is always so painful and I wish I never suffered in this torturous existence more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and I wish I never existed more than anything, all I want is peace, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this torturous existence, all I want is the peace of non-existence where all is gone and there is no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so painful and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this suffering as a result, I'm just always so tired and it's the kind of tiredness only non-existence can take away for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, for me non-existence is the only peace and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I truly am always so tired of it all and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence ever again, I just want peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

I just want some peace, I just want to never exist again and in this existence so dreadful non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is peace, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I wish to erase this torturous existence so it's like I never suffered.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this torturous existence of endless suffering, all I want is peace, I just want to be gone, no matter what all I could ever hope for is the peace of non-existence and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want to not exist, this dreadful, futile existence really is only suffering and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I'd just never want to suffer in this torturous existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so cruel and terrible I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful existence more than anything, all I want is peace, I just wish to be free from this cruel existence of unnecessary suffering I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous that I never would had chosen that only caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in this torturous existence, all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace.
No matter what peace from all the pain and suffering really is all I could hope for, I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist again, in this existence so torturous and cruel I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me peace and I suffer simply from existing.

I just wish to be free from the burden of existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be gone and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence so dreadful and futile.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It really is always the problem to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want peace, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death and as long as I exist I'll hope to not exist, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it really is all so dreadful to me.

I just want non-existence to solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, I just want peace from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it a burden to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it a burden to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from the abomination of existence, I wish for no more suffering.

I just want peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence, all I want is for non-existence to bring me the relief I search for, I just hope to be gone, simply just existing is enough to make me want to be permanently free from the terrible, dreadful burden of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to not exist.
No matter what non-existence really is all I could hope for and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I hope for is the peace of non-existence, I just want to never exist again and I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering, I just want to never suffer again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and the peace of non-existence is all I see as desirable and is all I could hope for, I just wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and as long as I exist the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, there are no disadvantages to non-existence and for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want to be gone, I just hope for peace from this torturous existence and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily.

 

[58Alice85]

never stop posting

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so deeply undesirable in every way.
It truly is so undesirable in every way and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this dreadful existence.

I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and all I hope for, all I want is to cease existing, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief, existence itself is the true problem to me and I'd just never want to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see a positive.
It truly is all I see as positive and I just wish for the peace of it, it's all I see as desirable in this torturous, dreadful existence of endless suffering that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope to never suffer again.

I wish for no more suffering which is why only non-existence is positive for me, I just wish to be safe and free from the torturous, cruel abomination of existence that I always saw as a mistake, non-existence really is all I see aa desirable and I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of this cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for peace.
No matter what peace is just all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence ever again and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and I wish I never existed more than anything, in this existence so cruel amd terrible non-existence is just the only peace for me and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired.
I really am just always so tired of it all and it's the kind only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is peace from all the suffering, I just want to never wake again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, futile existence rather all I want is peace, I just want to permanently cease existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'm just so tired of it all, I'm always so tired and I just want to sleep permanently.