Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I just wish for non-existence to bring me peace from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence, I just want to not exist.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the pain and suffering of existing and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'd just never wish for any of this, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never exist again.
I truly could only ever hope to never exist again and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is peace from this torturous existence and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just want to be free from this torturous, dreadful existence and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, for me non-existence is all that's positive, I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I wish to erase this existence, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace from all pain and suffering in non-existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, for me the only relief lies in an eternal sleep where finally I cannot suffer in any way and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence.

I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, futile existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful, all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and is all that can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to painlessly cease existing.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just have painless death and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is peace, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful existence as just being only suffering and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence is positive for me and is all that can bring me the peace I search for from the cruel, futile abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and is just all that can bring me peace from this torturous existence of endless suffering I always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, deeply undesirable existence, it's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence, I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist again and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

All I want is to be gone from it all, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want peace from it all, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused so much pain,

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

It's all so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish for this existence rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am just always wishing to erase this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, in this existence so terrible that just causes pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured non-existence is just all I see as desirable and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, futile existence.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I always suffer as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, torturous existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is peace.

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to never suffer again and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long,