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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I personally see no benefit to suffering in this existence until old age.
I truly could never see any benefit to it, personally it terrifies me how a human can suffer so long just to face the extreme agony and torture of old age, to me existing truly is just terrible, pointless suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. I'd never wish for the cruel, torturous burden of human existence where one is just destined to decay and die anyway but rather I just wish for nothingness, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering where finally this existence is forgotten about, there's just so much cruelty in this unnecessary futile existence.
All I personally hope for is to die and never suffer ever again, I wish for non-existence as only then am I safe from all suffering, nothing would make me wish for the horrors of being tortured by old age but really I wish I never suffered at all, I wish I never became conscious as something as harmful as existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering all for the sake of it. Personally I'd always prefer to not exist to escape from meaningless suffering in an existence I never would have chose, I just don't have any interest in suffering until old age as well and the thought of such is so horrifying to me, there's so much cruelty in how humans cannot just choose to be euthanised even know all of this was imposed, the fact that this existence was imposed will always be a terrible tragedy to me, it's so horrible how I cannot just have the option to painlessly die in peace as I'd never wish to exist, I just want peace, I just want nothingness, existence itself will always be the true problem to me and as long as I exist I'll only ever wish for permanent relief from it.
I truly could never see any benefit to it, personally it terrifies me how a human can suffer so long just to face the extreme agony and torture of old age, to me existing truly is just terrible, pointless suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. I'd never wish for the cruel, torturous burden of human existence where one is just destined to decay and die anyway but rather I just wish for nothingness, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering where finally this existence is forgotten about, there's just so much cruelty in this unnecessary futile existence.
All I personally hope for is to die and never suffer ever again, I wish for non-existence as only then am I safe from all suffering, nothing would make me wish for the horrors of being tortured by old age but really I wish I never suffered at all, I wish I never became conscious as something as harmful as existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering all for the sake of it. Personally I'd always prefer to not exist to escape from meaningless suffering in an existence I never would have chose, I just don't have any interest in suffering until old age as well and the thought of such is so horrifying to me, there's so much cruelty in how humans cannot just choose to be euthanised even know all of this was imposed, the fact that this existence was imposed will always be a terrible tragedy to me, it's so horrible how I cannot just have the option to painlessly die in peace as I'd never wish to exist, I just want peace, I just want nothingness, existence itself will always be the true problem to me and as long as I exist I'll only ever wish for permanent relief from it.