Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

I find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long.
It truly is so terrifying to me how a human can suffer for so long in this cruel, torturous existence, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I see nothing desirable about prolonging the suffering of existing and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long already.

All I want is to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this, I really do find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long in this deeply undesirable torturous existence just to die in agony from old age, all I want is to never suffer ever again and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering and harm.
It truly does just cause suffering and harm and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I just wish for non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this harmful existence I only ever saw as a mistake that just caused me to suffer and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, existence to me really is an abomination and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to be gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, I'll always see it as so harmful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering endlessly, as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never exist again.