FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,696
Only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to never exist again, I wish for permanent peace and relief from all the suffering and cruelty in this terrible, torturous existence, to never exist again really is all that can bring me peace. I wish for freedom from the burden of human existence that just caused so much harm all for the sake of it, I'll always see existence itself as the most terrible, tragedy that just brings suffering all for the sake of it and I was just never meant for any of this.
I never should have suffered at all but now that I suffer so much as a result of this harmful existence all I can hope for is to never exist again, I hope for non-existence as only then will all be gone and forgotten about with this existence no longer my concern, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer, I just wish to cease existing in peace and never think and feel ever again. I wish for peace from the pain of being conscious in this meaningless existence, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence and it's suffering that only death can take away for me. I'll always find it deeply undesirable to exist which is why I just wish and hope to never exist again but of course the suffering just continues, it'll always feel so cruel how I cannot just have the option to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and never suffer ever again, non-existence is all I hope for and is all I've ever wished for, under no circumstances would I ever wish to exist. To me existence itself will always be the problem no matter what as it's the source of all suffering, I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence I always saw as a cruel, painful mistake in the first place.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to never exist again, I wish for permanent peace and relief from all the suffering and cruelty in this terrible, torturous existence, to never exist again really is all that can bring me peace. I wish for freedom from the burden of human existence that just caused so much harm all for the sake of it, I'll always see existence itself as the most terrible, tragedy that just brings suffering all for the sake of it and I was just never meant for any of this.
I never should have suffered at all but now that I suffer so much as a result of this harmful existence all I can hope for is to never exist again, I hope for non-existence as only then will all be gone and forgotten about with this existence no longer my concern, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer, I just wish to cease existing in peace and never think and feel ever again. I wish for peace from the pain of being conscious in this meaningless existence, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence and it's suffering that only death can take away for me. I'll always find it deeply undesirable to exist which is why I just wish and hope to never exist again but of course the suffering just continues, it'll always feel so cruel how I cannot just have the option to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and never suffer ever again, non-existence is all I hope for and is all I've ever wished for, under no circumstances would I ever wish to exist. To me existence itself will always be the problem no matter what as it's the source of all suffering, I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence I always saw as a cruel, painful mistake in the first place.