FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Only hoping for a painless way.
All I wish and hope for is a painless way to finally be free from the cruelty and torment of existing, I'm so tired of suffering and it really feels like I've suffered for so long. It just feels so horrible and cruel to me how I cannot just have the option to simply die in peace even know I see existing as just unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer, death truly would be the only relief for me personally. I was never meant to suffer in this futile, meaningless existence that just brought so much pain all for the sake of it, no matter what it'll always feel so dreadful to exist which is why I only wish for a painless way, in fact I'd never wish to suffer in this existence and it terrifies me how the suffering can continue for so long.
I just find existing to be so undesirable in general and see it as such a terrible, horrific tragedy, all I personally hope for is to fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep and never suffer again, I just wish to be permanently free from all suffering. No matter what I'll only hope to not exist as all I wish for is peace from the burden of existence, I'd never wish to prolong any of this suffering just to end up way more tortured and tormented, in an existence so cruel and torturous non-existence truly is all I see as desirable, I just want all to be gone and forgotten about for me, I never would have chosen existence in the first place and would always prefer to not exist no matter what which is why it's so painful how the suffering just continues with me trapped in this existence.
All I wish and hope for is a painless way to finally be free from the cruelty and torment of existing, I'm so tired of suffering and it really feels like I've suffered for so long. It just feels so horrible and cruel to me how I cannot just have the option to simply die in peace even know I see existing as just unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer, death truly would be the only relief for me personally. I was never meant to suffer in this futile, meaningless existence that just brought so much pain all for the sake of it, no matter what it'll always feel so dreadful to exist which is why I only wish for a painless way, in fact I'd never wish to suffer in this existence and it terrifies me how the suffering can continue for so long.
I just find existing to be so undesirable in general and see it as such a terrible, horrific tragedy, all I personally hope for is to fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep and never suffer again, I just wish to be permanently free from all suffering. No matter what I'll only hope to not exist as all I wish for is peace from the burden of existence, I'd never wish to prolong any of this suffering just to end up way more tortured and tormented, in an existence so cruel and torturous non-existence truly is all I see as desirable, I just want all to be gone and forgotten about for me, I never would have chosen existence in the first place and would always prefer to not exist no matter what which is why it's so painful how the suffering just continues with me trapped in this existence.