Venting Fantasies

[Saponification]

I was never really interested in what reality had to offer. Throughout my life, I've always lived in fantasy worlds I created in my head. My imagination has always been more interesting and exciting.

These fantasies have almost always been unrealistic, because they weren't goals I strived for—I was just coping by imagining realities that I would actually like to exist in. But what I fantasized about the most was not being. The unfathomable perfection of non-existence always fascinated me. It also happens to be the only fantasy I can realistically achieve, by making my meat cage stop functioning.

And so, nowadays, I think about dying every day and have no goals in life other than to commit suicide.

 

[katara]

I did this ALL THE TIME IN SCHOOL. Looking back it was crazy, no wonder I never graduated. I think it makes sense like when you've never gone out to parties and dated and done normal stuff like that, you make it up in your head.

 

[Nightfoot]

I can't imagine what non being is like, since it's an absence of awareness. A lot of people,believe death is sleep without dreaming, but we only know what that's like because we wake up afterwards.

 

[Saponification]

I can't imagine what non being is like, since it's an absence of awareness. A lot of people,believe death is sleep without dreaming, but we only know what that's like because we wake up afterwards.

Nobody can, as our brains can't imagine something that quite literally doesn't exist. And yeah, the assumption that death means the ceasing of your consciousness is the most logical if you're atheist.