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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Just wanting peace from suffering.
All I personally have ever hoped for is peace from suffering, I only wish to never suffer in this existence ever again and the fact that I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep brings me so much pain. To me there's just so much cruelty in how I simply cannot just peacefully die as all I hope for is peace from this cruel, torturous existence I was never meant for that I never would have chose, for me not existing will always be preferable no matter what as after all if I'm dead then I cannot suffer in any way, I've suffered so much for so long but really I wish I never suffered in the first place, I wish I never became aware of existence.
I see it as such a terrible tragedy to suffer in this futile and meaningless existence I always saw as so unnecessary and never would have wished for, to me existence truly does create nothing but suffering and I'm always so tired of it. Only death can bring me peace from all this suffering, in fact ceasing to exist would be the only relief for me, only ceasing to exist can solve what I see as ultimately being the true problem which is existence itself and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish for some peace. I'll only ever wish for non-existence where all is finally gone for me, I just want peace from all cruelty, pain and suffering and I'll only be at peace once this existence is finally no longer my problem, for me personally peace truly has been all I've ever wished and hoped for, I only wish to be free from all suffering.
All I personally have ever hoped for is peace from suffering, I only wish to never suffer in this existence ever again and the fact that I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep brings me so much pain. To me there's just so much cruelty in how I simply cannot just peacefully die as all I hope for is peace from this cruel, torturous existence I was never meant for that I never would have chose, for me not existing will always be preferable no matter what as after all if I'm dead then I cannot suffer in any way, I've suffered so much for so long but really I wish I never suffered in the first place, I wish I never became aware of existence.
I see it as such a terrible tragedy to suffer in this futile and meaningless existence I always saw as so unnecessary and never would have wished for, to me existence truly does create nothing but suffering and I'm always so tired of it. Only death can bring me peace from all this suffering, in fact ceasing to exist would be the only relief for me, only ceasing to exist can solve what I see as ultimately being the true problem which is existence itself and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish for some peace. I'll only ever wish for non-existence where all is finally gone for me, I just want peace from all cruelty, pain and suffering and I'll only be at peace once this existence is finally no longer my problem, for me personally peace truly has been all I've ever wished and hoped for, I only wish to be free from all suffering.